Anything thing that can go wrong.
Will.
All I can do is sit here and pray that everything turns out okay.
Brian leaves for Iraq in a week, he'll be gone a year.
Aaron leaves for some more training June 1.
Haven't heard from Brendan since he left to join the Army.
Crap just keeps happening.
People I care about at work are being attacked by satan.
Mom's having issues and they aren't even her fault.
Then there's this thing with Preston and....I don't know what's going to happen.
I know we're suppose to be at McDonald's.
There's a reason God wants us there.
But it's hard.
It's really hard to keep going back when crap keeps happening.
Ms.Cari is angry at me.
Maybe not now but she was.
I'm not sure I can wait until after the summer to quit.
I might just make this coming sunday my last day as a Junior Helper.
I said that yesterday was good day.
It wasn't bad.
But all day I was thinking about the look Ms.Cari gave me.
I made the wrong choice.
The one day I decided to be selfish.
To have everyone I wanted right there with me because it was the only thing I was doing for Graduation.
I'm regretting.
It was fun.
But if she doesn't forgive me then what was the point?
I can't stand the thought of someone I respect so much being so angry with me.
Everythings just chaos here at home.
And some of it I can't talk about because it's not my story to tell.
So in a little while I'm going to pick up the bible Pastor Del presented to me yesterday and I'm just going to sit and read for a while.
Then I'll come back and hopefully have someone to talk to, someone who can distract me.
I hope Ali had a better day yesterday than I did.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. Title taken from "Fire Burning" - Sean Kingston
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