Perfect days can't last forever can they?.

So, I woke up this morning to the sound of my mom talking on the phone to Victoria and I was rather up set about Christina not spending the night.
But then as it got closer to time for Christina to come I started to get really, really excited.
Me and Christina rambled about the books and what we thought the movie would be like and about the charactors and the actors and we even discussed a few other random things.
Me and her both needed this.
We both needed to just be normal teenagers.
She's having some major problems at home.
And I think I'm finally over all of mine.
Even with the two deaths recently.
I'm still doing pretty good.

The movie was amazing.
Given there were some things that could have been better.
And to be perfectly honest I wouldn't be blogging about this right now, if it wasn't for the fact I think Ali will need to laugh sometime this week.
Anyways, they did add some lines that were in the movie, some of my most favorite parts would have to be the baseball scene.
The scene where Bella comes to the Cullens house for the first time because the familys cooking itailian food and Rosalia is holding this salad and she's like.
"Do we know if she's even itailian?"
And Emmett shrugs and answers with "Well, her name is Bella."
Also I love the scene when Bella goes to lunch for the first time because Mike sits beside her and Eric's like "Oh I see you met my girl, Bella."
So Mike is like "Oh your girl?"
And then Tyler pops out of no where and goes "My girl" and kisses her on the cheek before Mike jumps up and chases him across the room.

Okay, I think I'd better shut up now since they haven't seen the movie yet.
BUT.
GOOD NEWS WIFEY!
Taylor's wig doesn't look as lame in the movie as it does in the photos!

There's still a small chance that Christina will spend the night tomorrow, but we don't know yet.
Her mom wants to think about it over night and she'll call us in the morning.

*Deep breath*
Alright, time to come down off this high.
Time to push all the happiness and the hyperness to the back of my mind.
Because Ali needs me.
I know she'll probably feel bad about quote "ruining my day" but she's not ruining it.
However, I need to ignore the hyperness I feel so I can help her.
I know how she feels.
I've lost loved ones like that, who are hardly knew.
But this isn't about me.
This is about the friend I wasn't here for today.
About how if I had my passport I'd probably fly to vancouver to see her.
How I'm going to do whatever is in my power to support her.
I'll talk about whatever she wants to talk about.
I'll do what she wants to do.
I'll basically just be all I can be without it being awkward.
So, Ali.
I'm here for you okay?.
And I want you to know that I was thinking about you alot today.
Like I talked about you and Gowri alot.
Mainly you, but that's because of the whole "Husband/Wife" thing.
So, just know you on my mind and I'll be praying for you.
And my parents are really sorry for your loss too.

I love you, I love you very, very much.


XOXO,
Dollface.