Wednesday, October 1, 2008

I think confusion is going to be on my meau for awhile.

So, Aaron called yesterday like he said he would.
Of course he was calling on his work break so he coudn't talk long.
But before he got off the phone he was like.
"I'll talk to you later baby."
And everytime he calls me baby, babe or beautiful.
I just start smiling and feeling like...warm and fuzzy inside.
I love it when he uses those kind of names, even if we are only friends.
But then that got me thinking this morning.

About this one letter I got from him while he was in basic training, it was the one in response to the one where I mentioned meeting Ethan at the Charger Car Show.
And he's said that'd made him a little jealous.
So now I'm wondering what he meant by that.
Like Tyler is jealous of anyone I've gotten to hang out with more than him because he wishes he could spend more time with me.
And like I wonder if maybe that's what Aaron mean't.

Ugh, I don't know anymore.
But like I know in my last blog post I probably sounded like I didn't want Aaron to like me.
But like I do, it's just....so complicated.
AND OMG!
Arjun asked to see my sexified picture.
Do you remember that day Ali?
When I showed you that picture and you were like "Sexified and bossy" or something.
Omg, that was such an awesome day.
And like so hilarious.

Anyways,


Love ya'll,
Dollface.

P.S. I still need to finish my painting.

1 comment:

[alicia] said...

Of course I remember that day.
I mean... I remember like everything like that. It's from hanging out with Tany, she always thinks of things like that.

Oops, I mean hanging out with Lee.