"Doc, there's a hole where something was."

Everything on the inside just kinda shuts down once Tany comes into the converstation.
Simply because I know there's nothing I can really do to help.
I'm too far away to be of any real help.
All I can do is try to think of the words it'll take to ease the pain.
But do such words really exist?
When the pain is so strong, so real.
Do the words exist?
It's hard to believe they do.

I wish I knew what to do.
I wish I could be more of a help.
And I know she hates doing this to me.
Hates making me feel sad.

But if she can't lean on me.
Can't tell me exactly how she feels.
Then who will she lean on?
Who will listen?
If I knew that there was one other person in this world who could do the job, then that'd be one thing.
But the majority of people in this world are totally lame-o's and can't handle the job.
And so I'll do it.
Without complaint.



XOXO,
Dollface.