Wow.

I can't believe it.
I honestly can't believe it.
Aaron never knew.
Never had any clue.
And now I have to talk to him.
I want too.
He needs to know.
Needs to understand.
I'm so....excited...nervous that I'm jittery.
I wonder if we'll ever be friends again?
I doub it.
It's not likely.
And yet, there's this strange feeling my chset.
A feeling I hadn't thought I'd feel yet.
I'm starting to feel the beginning's of forgiveness.
Because if I can't forgive, then I can't forget and I can't move on.
Perhaps this is good then.
Perhaps it really was all in God's timing.
Maybe...just maybe.
This is perparing me for the future.
Maybe this will make me a better person.
Or maybe just maybe, we're actually meant to be together.
You never can tell, can you?



XOXO,
Dollface.