So here's my halloween playlist.
1. "Phenomena" - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
2. "Roses For The Dead" - Funeral For A Friend
3. "45" - Shinedown
4. "Scars" - Papa Roach
5. "Blurry" - Puddle Of Mudd
6. "Vampires Will Never Hurt You" - My Chemical Romance
7. "Breathing Slowly" - Crossfade
8. "Decode" - Paramore
9. "Blind" - Placebo
10. "Bump In The Night" - Allstars
11. "You Spin Me Right Round(Like A Record)" - DOPE
12. "I'm So Sick" - Flyleaf
13. "Stupid Girl" - Cold
14. "The Bird And The Worm" - The Used
15. "Time Is Running Out" - Muse
16. "Shattered Life" -Seventh Day Slumber
17. "Can't Fight The Moonlight" - Leanne Rimes
18. "The Phantom Of The Opera" - Phantom Of The Opera Soundtrack
19. "Going Down In Flames" - 3 Doors Down
20. "Tomorrow" - SR-71
21. "Animal I Have Become" - Three Days Grace
22. "1000 Apologies" - Demon Hunter
23. "Untitled" - Simple Plan
24. "Welcome Home" - Coheed And Cambria
25. "Falling Inside The Black" - Skillet
26. "Vampire Heart" - H.I.M
27. "Who's Afriad Of The Big Bad Wolf" - B5
28. "Waking The Demon" - Bullet For My Valentine
29. "Walk Like A Zombie" - Horrorpops
30. "Ghost Riders In The Sky" - Spiderbait feat. Nicolas Cage
31. "Phenomenon" - Thousand Foot Krutch
32. "My Friends" - Sweeney Todd Soundtrack.
33. "Simple Survival" - Mushroomhead
34. "Would You Love A Monsterman?" - Lordi
34. "Bring It [Snakes On A Plane]" - Cobra Starship
35. "Monster Mash" - Unknown
36. "Ghostbusters Theme Song" - Ghostbusters Soundtrack
37. "Thriller" - Michael Jackson
38. "Adams Family Theme Song" - Adams Family Soundtrack
39. "Virus Of Life" - Slipknot
40. "Superstitous" - Stevie Wonder
41. "Moon Baby" - Godsmack
42. "This Is Halloween" - Marylin Manson
43. "A Little Piece Of Heaven" - Avenged Sevenfold
44. "Fly like Paper, High Like Planes" - M.I.A
So yeah, that's what I'm going to be listening to the rest of the night.
I can't wait to scare all the little kids.
Of course, we might not have a lot of trick-r-treaters since tonight is the football game.
But yeah, either way it'll be fun.
And then tomorrow I get to party.
w00t.
It's gonna be sweet.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Food fight, people, life.
The food fight last night was totally epic.
I mean seriously.
I just went outside to get my clothes from last night, cause we left 'em in the bed of the truck last night and they smell so weird.
And when I say weird.
I mean weird in a bad way.
Not in a good way.
But yeah, it was totally fun.
Like the whole left side of my head/face was covered in like shaving cream and whip cream, which would have been really, really funny had some of it not gone up my nose and in my eye.
But what was hilarious was like right after we got started I got hit in the ass with a waterballon.
So then my pants were trying to fall down, so I was like freaking out, because I thought I was gonna loose my pants, but I didn't so everythings okay.
So like towards the end....
Zach was hugging one of the guys and then he'd backed up and they were talking so I was like
"Hey Zach."
And he looked up and I walked over to him and was like "I love you" and then rain my oatmeal, whip cream and shaving cream covered fingers through his hair.
And oddly he didn't push me away or back up like I thought he would.
He just kinda smiled and looked down, so yeah.
I don't know what he was thinking.
OH, but I saw him, Jake and a couple of the other guys in nothing but towels...that was interesting.
LOL.
I know Ali is probably sitting here reading this and is all like "Dollface is such a pervert!"
And here's what I have to say in response.
HELL YEAH!.
Rofl.
Yup, I've lost my mind............again.
XD
Anyways.
I have so much to blog about today.
because like I'm gonna copy and paste this blog and post it on myspace too.
So, lemme just go ahead and say Hi to Channing because he like always reads my blogs.
So. HI CHANNING!!!!!! I'M USING MEEBO, SO NOW I CAN USE AIM AGAIN!
Wooohoo! I'm so hyper.
Oh and today is my daddy's birthday!!!!
And lemme see.
I saw Sean in Lowes yesterday, which was totally awesome, I invited him to the foodfight but he was like "No, thanks. I'm good."
OMG
Haha, I just finished reading New Moon again.
I love Twilight so much <3
And now I'm listening to "Who's Afriad of the Big Bad Wolf" by B5 again.
I love that song.
It's awesome.
So, now I think I need to be serious.
But I'm not sure it's possible for me to be serious.
Because like I'm so hyper.
Oh and my wife is on MSN.
I love you Honey!.
Lol, for all you people who are like "HOLY SHIT SHE'S MARRIED?!" and "HOLY SHIT SHE'S MARRIED TO A GIRL?!"
We aren't married in real life.
Yes, Ali is a girl.
And this is inside joke people so chill-lax.
Okay, so last night I was thinking about all these guys I've liked or like.
And I was thinking about how it's so easy to like more than one guy at a time.
And for those of you who are like "OMG, she's such a whore!"
I'm not one.
A) because I've never been kissed, unless on the cheek counts, which last time I checked it doesn't.
B) Hello?! I'm a virgin and plan to stay one until marriage.
Anyways.
I don't know why I did that.
Lol.
But yeah, like there's one guy. Who's over 18, who really likes me and I like him to but he's having some...issues to deal with so like we aren't together. We're just friends and we've been friends for like years.
And then there's this other guy, who I fell for over the summer, and like he knows how I feel and hasn't made a move or anything. So I'm getting over him, it's taking some time. But yeah. I'd rather only be friends with him than to not have him in my life at all. And you know, it's like.
IDK.
I really have no clue where I'm going with this at the moment.
Because I'm hyper and confused and Ali had this really strange dream.
Oh speaking of strange dreams.
I had one last night to.
But I don't remember alot of it.
So I'm not blogging about it.
But OMG.
Karrie, went to this modeling thing.
And there was like 500 girls there but she was one of 85 that the modeling agency chose.
I'm like so happy for her, she totally deserves this.
Oh and like.
I think I'm gonna have to blog again.
Because I'm to hyper to put together a logical post.
However.
This is probably good.
Because a lot of people I know.
Don't know how I am.
Like espcially now.
Because after I was all depressed I changed.
Like, I don't know who I am now.
Not that I really knew before, but I had a better idea.
So here are a few things I do know, for those people who actually care enough to read this:
My biggest dream will always be to one day have my pilote's license and be able to fly like where ever I want to go.
I'm going to Culinary Art School next year.
I love everybody, but there's different degrees or levels to that love. Basically, there are some people I love more than others.
Oh and besides being american and Texan, I'm also irish, scottish, english, french, german, russian, sweedish, native american and like twenty other things.
Pretty awesome right?.
Oh and I listen to everything from
Debussy to Slipknot.
ZOEgirl to Elvis.
Jonas Brothers to 50 cent.
So yeah.
There's stuff about me you probably didn't know.
But anyway.
I'll blog more later.
And I might add the second blog to myspace too.
XOXO,
Dollface.
I mean seriously.
I just went outside to get my clothes from last night, cause we left 'em in the bed of the truck last night and they smell so weird.
And when I say weird.
I mean weird in a bad way.
Not in a good way.
But yeah, it was totally fun.
Like the whole left side of my head/face was covered in like shaving cream and whip cream, which would have been really, really funny had some of it not gone up my nose and in my eye.
But what was hilarious was like right after we got started I got hit in the ass with a waterballon.
So then my pants were trying to fall down, so I was like freaking out, because I thought I was gonna loose my pants, but I didn't so everythings okay.
So like towards the end....
Zach was hugging one of the guys and then he'd backed up and they were talking so I was like
"Hey Zach."
And he looked up and I walked over to him and was like "I love you" and then rain my oatmeal, whip cream and shaving cream covered fingers through his hair.
And oddly he didn't push me away or back up like I thought he would.
He just kinda smiled and looked down, so yeah.
I don't know what he was thinking.
OH, but I saw him, Jake and a couple of the other guys in nothing but towels...that was interesting.
LOL.
I know Ali is probably sitting here reading this and is all like "Dollface is such a pervert!"
And here's what I have to say in response.
HELL YEAH!.
Rofl.
Yup, I've lost my mind............again.
XD
Anyways.
I have so much to blog about today.
because like I'm gonna copy and paste this blog and post it on myspace too.
So, lemme just go ahead and say Hi to Channing because he like always reads my blogs.
So. HI CHANNING!!!!!! I'M USING MEEBO, SO NOW I CAN USE AIM AGAIN!
Wooohoo! I'm so hyper.
Oh and today is my daddy's birthday!!!!
And lemme see.
I saw Sean in Lowes yesterday, which was totally awesome, I invited him to the foodfight but he was like "No, thanks. I'm good."
OMG
Haha, I just finished reading New Moon again.
I love Twilight so much <3
And now I'm listening to "Who's Afriad of the Big Bad Wolf" by B5 again.
I love that song.
It's awesome.
So, now I think I need to be serious.
But I'm not sure it's possible for me to be serious.
Because like I'm so hyper.
Oh and my wife is on MSN.
I love you Honey!.
Lol, for all you people who are like "HOLY SHIT SHE'S MARRIED?!" and "HOLY SHIT SHE'S MARRIED TO A GIRL?!"
We aren't married in real life.
Yes, Ali is a girl.
And this is inside joke people so chill-lax.
Okay, so last night I was thinking about all these guys I've liked or like.
And I was thinking about how it's so easy to like more than one guy at a time.
And for those of you who are like "OMG, she's such a whore!"
I'm not one.
A) because I've never been kissed, unless on the cheek counts, which last time I checked it doesn't.
B) Hello?! I'm a virgin and plan to stay one until marriage.
Anyways.
I don't know why I did that.
Lol.
But yeah, like there's one guy. Who's over 18, who really likes me and I like him to but he's having some...issues to deal with so like we aren't together. We're just friends and we've been friends for like years.
And then there's this other guy, who I fell for over the summer, and like he knows how I feel and hasn't made a move or anything. So I'm getting over him, it's taking some time. But yeah. I'd rather only be friends with him than to not have him in my life at all. And you know, it's like.
IDK.
I really have no clue where I'm going with this at the moment.
Because I'm hyper and confused and Ali had this really strange dream.
Oh speaking of strange dreams.
I had one last night to.
But I don't remember alot of it.
So I'm not blogging about it.
But OMG.
Karrie, went to this modeling thing.
And there was like 500 girls there but she was one of 85 that the modeling agency chose.
I'm like so happy for her, she totally deserves this.
Oh and like.
I think I'm gonna have to blog again.
Because I'm to hyper to put together a logical post.
However.
This is probably good.
Because a lot of people I know.
Don't know how I am.
Like espcially now.
Because after I was all depressed I changed.
Like, I don't know who I am now.
Not that I really knew before, but I had a better idea.
So here are a few things I do know, for those people who actually care enough to read this:
My biggest dream will always be to one day have my pilote's license and be able to fly like where ever I want to go.
I'm going to Culinary Art School next year.
I love everybody, but there's different degrees or levels to that love. Basically, there are some people I love more than others.
Oh and besides being american and Texan, I'm also irish, scottish, english, french, german, russian, sweedish, native american and like twenty other things.
Pretty awesome right?.
Oh and I listen to everything from
Debussy to Slipknot.
ZOEgirl to Elvis.
Jonas Brothers to 50 cent.
So yeah.
There's stuff about me you probably didn't know.
But anyway.
I'll blog more later.
And I might add the second blog to myspace too.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Silence
So, I kinda sorta fought with Ali yesterday.
She dooesn't like silences.
And I'm used to silences.
Like on the hour drvie to and from church.
I'm usually quiet, rather it's because I'm reading, or because I'm leaning back against the seat with my eyes closed, or because I'm staring out at the scenery I've seen a thousand times before.
The scenery that rarely changes.
Changes from season to season.
From beautiful fall leafs, to dead greeny, to bright spring flowers, to bright green leaves and then back to beautiful fall leafs all over again.
Of course, earlier this year it really changed.
Because of this huge fire.
Where tons and tons of acres burned.
So I have no clue what it'll really look like next spring.
I have to wonder will the flowers be wilder?
Will the leafs be greener?
Will everything look different?
Almost alien?
But yes, I am accostom to silences.
Like right now.
I'm so silent about so many things.
There's so much I haven't told my parents.
And it scares me how easy it is to keeps thing from them, espcially mom.
So yeah.
So much to tell.
And no time to tell it.
Perhaps tomorrow?
Perhaps not.
IDK.
Lol.
XOXO,
Dollface.
She dooesn't like silences.
And I'm used to silences.
Like on the hour drvie to and from church.
I'm usually quiet, rather it's because I'm reading, or because I'm leaning back against the seat with my eyes closed, or because I'm staring out at the scenery I've seen a thousand times before.
The scenery that rarely changes.
Changes from season to season.
From beautiful fall leafs, to dead greeny, to bright spring flowers, to bright green leaves and then back to beautiful fall leafs all over again.
Of course, earlier this year it really changed.
Because of this huge fire.
Where tons and tons of acres burned.
So I have no clue what it'll really look like next spring.
I have to wonder will the flowers be wilder?
Will the leafs be greener?
Will everything look different?
Almost alien?
But yes, I am accostom to silences.
Like right now.
I'm so silent about so many things.
There's so much I haven't told my parents.
And it scares me how easy it is to keeps thing from them, espcially mom.
So yeah.
So much to tell.
And no time to tell it.
Perhaps tomorrow?
Perhaps not.
IDK.
Lol.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Monday, October 27, 2008
I can't come up with a name for this blog!!!!
So yeah, I'm not even sure I want to know what my friends think about my last blog post.
I mainly posted it cause like, I knew Ali would want to know what was going on and I needed to....vent....No, not vent. But something smiliar to that.
And now I'm just kinda sitting here....thinking.
Debting.
Almost aruging with myself.
But not quite.
I don't know.
It's strange and yet...normal.
So me, yet...not me.
Now for those of you who think I'm gonna slip back into a depression, I'm not.
I'm just....trying to be me.
Trying to find out who me, really is.
XOXO,
Dollface.
I mainly posted it cause like, I knew Ali would want to know what was going on and I needed to....vent....No, not vent. But something smiliar to that.
And now I'm just kinda sitting here....thinking.
Debting.
Almost aruging with myself.
But not quite.
I don't know.
It's strange and yet...normal.
So me, yet...not me.
Now for those of you who think I'm gonna slip back into a depression, I'm not.
I'm just....trying to be me.
Trying to find out who me, really is.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Difficult
So you remember in New Moon when Bella was thinking about all the stuff that she could live with?
Like what was the most horrible thing that could happen to her that she could live through?
Well, today for the first time since Tyler called me a 'real loser'.
I'm talking to him.
Some part of me really missed him, hated it everytime I heard mom mentioned him, wanted to just disappear and forget everytime mom said "Oh you should tell Tyler that....[Insert whatever story here]"
It hurt to realize that it was over.
And even though I'm talking to him now.
It's still over, I felt relief that he was okay when he IMed me.
But at the same time I felt annoyance.
Because I was like "If he cared about our friendship wouldn't he have called me?" and then he didn't.
And now like we're talking.
And I'm dealing with one of those problems that I always promise myself I'll deal with later and I never do.
I know Ali and Gowri won't agree with me.
They'll argue and argue and argue with me for hours and hours for this.
But I am a "real loser" as he called me.
Just not for the reason he thinks.
I'm pathetic.
I do things for the wrong reasons.
The things I do make no sense.
My mind is chaotic place and usually I can't explain what I was thinking at the time I did something.
It's complicated.
But so true.
Sometimes I am the person everyone thinks.
I have those days when I'm this really awesome and encoraging friend.
But usually, I can't explain what I'm feeling.
I can't explain what I'm doing.
Sometimes I do things on the spur of the moment, sometimes I think them through.
Sometimes I regret what I do at some point.
Not always.
I mean I love Tyler.
I don't regret dating him.
But sometimes I wish I hadn't of asked him out.
Wished I'd just let things..happen.
Wished I hadn't of argued with him on the kissing thing.
Wished I'd done things differently.
But the past is the past and cannot be changed.
I know that technacially I should be so hard on myself.
And I know for a fact I shouldn't have ever been so hard on Tyler.
Sometimes I did things intending for them to turn out good.
But they failed.
I hate this.
Half the time I feel like I'm a totally honest and open person.
And the other time I feel like I have thi huge ego and I'm a total bitch.
*Sighs*
There's so much I could blog about.
So many feelings to express, so many memories to share, so many things to say.
So little time.
I'm so confused.
I'm trying to be as real as possible.
I'm trying to be well...me.
Trying to be believeble.
So I'll admit, not talking to Tyler was....is. Difficult.
But it's possible.
I can handle it.
I can deal.
Now I'd just believe me when I said he'd be better off without me around.
But he's determined to not have a goodbye between even though we've technacially already had one.
Anyways, I'm out.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Like what was the most horrible thing that could happen to her that she could live through?
Well, today for the first time since Tyler called me a 'real loser'.
I'm talking to him.
Some part of me really missed him, hated it everytime I heard mom mentioned him, wanted to just disappear and forget everytime mom said "Oh you should tell Tyler that....[Insert whatever story here]"
It hurt to realize that it was over.
And even though I'm talking to him now.
It's still over, I felt relief that he was okay when he IMed me.
But at the same time I felt annoyance.
Because I was like "If he cared about our friendship wouldn't he have called me?" and then he didn't.
And now like we're talking.
And I'm dealing with one of those problems that I always promise myself I'll deal with later and I never do.
I know Ali and Gowri won't agree with me.
They'll argue and argue and argue with me for hours and hours for this.
But I am a "real loser" as he called me.
Just not for the reason he thinks.
I'm pathetic.
I do things for the wrong reasons.
The things I do make no sense.
My mind is chaotic place and usually I can't explain what I was thinking at the time I did something.
It's complicated.
But so true.
Sometimes I am the person everyone thinks.
I have those days when I'm this really awesome and encoraging friend.
But usually, I can't explain what I'm feeling.
I can't explain what I'm doing.
Sometimes I do things on the spur of the moment, sometimes I think them through.
Sometimes I regret what I do at some point.
Not always.
I mean I love Tyler.
I don't regret dating him.
But sometimes I wish I hadn't of asked him out.
Wished I'd just let things..happen.
Wished I hadn't of argued with him on the kissing thing.
Wished I'd done things differently.
But the past is the past and cannot be changed.
I know that technacially I should be so hard on myself.
And I know for a fact I shouldn't have ever been so hard on Tyler.
Sometimes I did things intending for them to turn out good.
But they failed.
I hate this.
Half the time I feel like I'm a totally honest and open person.
And the other time I feel like I have thi huge ego and I'm a total bitch.
*Sighs*
There's so much I could blog about.
So many feelings to express, so many memories to share, so many things to say.
So little time.
I'm so confused.
I'm trying to be as real as possible.
I'm trying to be well...me.
Trying to be believeble.
So I'll admit, not talking to Tyler was....is. Difficult.
But it's possible.
I can handle it.
I can deal.
Now I'd just believe me when I said he'd be better off without me around.
But he's determined to not have a goodbye between even though we've technacially already had one.
Anyways, I'm out.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Co-bra Starship
This converstation seriously made me ROFL to the point that I was crying and receiving strange looks from my father.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
*gasp*
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
GABE WITH A BRA
[Alicia] says:
I KNOW.
[Alicia] says:
YES, WITH A BRA.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
So insane.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
But anyways.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
At least it wasn't my bra.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
However in a strange way that'd be cool
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Be all like "DUDE THAT'S GABE AND MY BRA!"
[Alicia] says:
Lol, for sure not my bra.
[Alicia] says:
HEY. HILARY DUFF IS LAME.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Me: "My bra is fecking famous!"
Some random guy: "I don't think that's your bra in the picture."
Me: "It is!"
SRG: "You'll have to prove it."
Me: "Ugh" *lifts up shirt* "Happy?"
Gabe: "AMY'S BRA! YAY!" *grabs boobies*
[Alicia] says:
OMG.
[Alicia] says:
Stop making me laugh.
[Alicia] says:
I can't stop.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I'm crying from laughing so hard
[Alicia] says:
STOP LISTENING TO HILARYDEAF, SHE'S LAME.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Me: "Um, Hi Gabe."
Gabe: "Mmm....Hi boobies."
Me: "My boobs aren't the one's talking."
Gabe: *Gasp* "THE BRA TALKS!"
[Alicia] says:
NO MOREEE.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
STOP RAGGING ON HILARY THEN!
[Alicia] says:
NO.
[Alicia] says:
SHE'S LAME.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
FINE
[Alicia] says:
SHE'S LIKE MILEY
[Alicia] says:
ONLY OLD.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Me: "Um, Gabe."
Gabe: "Yes, bra?"
Me: "Can you stop touching me now?"
Gabe: "Are....Are you breaking up with me?"
Me: "WHOA we're dating?"
Gabe: *Cries* "You didn't even know I was your boyfriend!!!!!"
[Alicia] says:
OMFG. HSM.
[Alicia] says:
I'D PREFER HILARY.
[Alicia] says:
SWITCH IT BACK,QUICK.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
SRG: Oh this is so going on youtube.
Me: FECK YOU STRANGE DUDE!
Gabe: *gasp* Bad boobies, you aren't suppose to cuss.
Me: It's not my boobs talking! and besides you say feck more than I do after all your Gabe Fecking Saporta.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
XD
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I knew I'd find something you hated more than Hilary if I tried hard enough
[Alicia] says:
i CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
[Alicia] says:
*DIES*
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Your the one who kept ragging on Hilary
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I want Gabe to feel my boobies. ^^
[Alicia] says:
*eaten by Guy Ripley.*
[Alicia] says:
*Guy ripley murdered by Ashloser.*
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
RIPLEYS BELIEVE IT OR NOT: Ali hates HSM more than Hilary Duff, believe it or not?
Okay, I'm not gonna post the rest.
But I just thought y'all deserved to see how insane I am somedays.
Lol, my boyfriend would freak if he read this.
Oh btw, I was totally kidding about Gabe feeling my boobs.
I just felt like saying that.
I mean I'm not that big of a fan girl.
Seriously.
But yeah.
He's pretty damn awesome.
Oh and Ali wanted a divorce and then she didn't.
But when she did, we argued about who'd get what.
It was hilarious.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. Love you babe!, Love you Ali, Love you Gowri!. GABE <3
XD
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
*gasp*
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
GABE WITH A BRA
[Alicia] says:
I KNOW.
[Alicia] says:
YES, WITH A BRA.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
So insane.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
But anyways.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
At least it wasn't my bra.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
However in a strange way that'd be cool
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Be all like "DUDE THAT'S GABE AND MY BRA!"
[Alicia] says:
Lol, for sure not my bra.
[Alicia] says:
HEY. HILARY DUFF IS LAME.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Me: "My bra is fecking famous!"
Some random guy: "I don't think that's your bra in the picture."
Me: "It is!"
SRG: "You'll have to prove it."
Me: "Ugh" *lifts up shirt* "Happy?"
Gabe: "AMY'S BRA! YAY!" *grabs boobies*
[Alicia] says:
OMG.
[Alicia] says:
Stop making me laugh.
[Alicia] says:
I can't stop.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I'm crying from laughing so hard
[Alicia] says:
STOP LISTENING TO HILARYDEAF, SHE'S LAME.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Me: "Um, Hi Gabe."
Gabe: "Mmm....Hi boobies."
Me: "My boobs aren't the one's talking."
Gabe: *Gasp* "THE BRA TALKS!"
[Alicia] says:
NO MOREEE.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
STOP RAGGING ON HILARY THEN!
[Alicia] says:
NO.
[Alicia] says:
SHE'S LAME.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
FINE
[Alicia] says:
SHE'S LIKE MILEY
[Alicia] says:
ONLY OLD.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Me: "Um, Gabe."
Gabe: "Yes, bra?"
Me: "Can you stop touching me now?"
Gabe: "Are....Are you breaking up with me?"
Me: "WHOA we're dating?"
Gabe: *Cries* "You didn't even know I was your boyfriend!!!!!"
[Alicia] says:
OMFG. HSM.
[Alicia] says:
I'D PREFER HILARY.
[Alicia] says:
SWITCH IT BACK,QUICK.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
SRG: Oh this is so going on youtube.
Me: FECK YOU STRANGE DUDE!
Gabe: *gasp* Bad boobies, you aren't suppose to cuss.
Me: It's not my boobs talking! and besides you say feck more than I do after all your Gabe Fecking Saporta.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
XD
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I knew I'd find something you hated more than Hilary if I tried hard enough
[Alicia] says:
i CAN'T BELIEVE IT.
[Alicia] says:
*DIES*
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
Your the one who kept ragging on Hilary
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I want Gabe to feel my boobies. ^^
[Alicia] says:
*eaten by Guy Ripley.*
[Alicia] says:
*Guy ripley murdered by Ashloser.*
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
RIPLEYS BELIEVE IT OR NOT: Ali hates HSM more than Hilary Duff, believe it or not?
Okay, I'm not gonna post the rest.
But I just thought y'all deserved to see how insane I am somedays.
Lol, my boyfriend would freak if he read this.
Oh btw, I was totally kidding about Gabe feeling my boobs.
I just felt like saying that.
I mean I'm not that big of a fan girl.
Seriously.
But yeah.
He's pretty damn awesome.
Oh and Ali wanted a divorce and then she didn't.
But when she did, we argued about who'd get what.
It was hilarious.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. Love you babe!, Love you Ali, Love you Gowri!. GABE <3
XD
Kiss my furry ass, Gabe.
Okay, so me and Ali were talking about the roleplay and stuff.
And this is how it went:
[Alicia] says:
I'm seriously stuck though. I'm almost considering doing something silly and it'd be like 'Suddenly, Gabe Saporta pops out of no where and starts shaking his pretty much nonexistent behind. '
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
You should do it then.
[Alicia] says:
I dunno.
[Alicia] says:
It'd be weirdd...
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
And then I'll post something that you can work with.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
OH if that happens
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I'll be like
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
"Jacob gawked in utter astonishment. "Was that.......Pete Wents?" "Whoa whoa hold up! You're calling my fecking sexy ass Pete Wents psh....you suck." "NO YOU SUCK" "NO YOU" "Kiss my furry ass, Gabe."
Yeah, it was hilarious.
But seriously, Gabe Saporta is amazing.
LOVE YOU GABE! MUAH!
Roflmao.
XOXO,
Dollface.
And this is how it went:
[Alicia] says:
I'm seriously stuck though. I'm almost considering doing something silly and it'd be like 'Suddenly, Gabe Saporta pops out of no where and starts shaking his pretty much nonexistent behind. '
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
You should do it then.
[Alicia] says:
I dunno.
[Alicia] says:
It'd be weirdd...
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
And then I'll post something that you can work with.
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
OH if that happens
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
I'll be like
~To think, to fall, to not care at all~ says:
"Jacob gawked in utter astonishment. "Was that.......Pete Wents?" "Whoa whoa hold up! You're calling my fecking sexy ass Pete Wents psh....you suck." "NO YOU SUCK" "NO YOU" "Kiss my furry ass, Gabe."
Yeah, it was hilarious.
But seriously, Gabe Saporta is amazing.
LOVE YOU GABE! MUAH!
Roflmao.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Randomness
Okay, so my last post was this poem I wrote.
Dunno why I wrote it.
But I did.
And it's here from everyone to see.
Funny huh?.
Oh and Ali and Gabe Saporta hugged.
Which is like epic.
So now I'm going to beg to go see Cobra Starship and the other bands when their in San Antonio on November 8th.
Problem is who'll go with me.
And also I have the meeting to see about studying in europe on November 5th.
And then November 1st I have the halloween dance/costume party.
And October 31st we're doing the whole scare-kids thing and earlier that morning we're going to the library for this bake sell and radio auction.
And October 30th is dad's birthday.
So yeah, I've got a busy week coming up soon.
It'll espcially be busy IF i'm able to go see CS in concert.
Oh yeah, I got four of five things I ordered for halloween in today so I'm excited about that.
OH! And I'm writting a new book.
Which should be interesting.
Anyways, I think I'm gonna go.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Dunno why I wrote it.
But I did.
And it's here from everyone to see.
Funny huh?.
Oh and Ali and Gabe Saporta hugged.
Which is like epic.
So now I'm going to beg to go see Cobra Starship and the other bands when their in San Antonio on November 8th.
Problem is who'll go with me.
And also I have the meeting to see about studying in europe on November 5th.
And then November 1st I have the halloween dance/costume party.
And October 31st we're doing the whole scare-kids thing and earlier that morning we're going to the library for this bake sell and radio auction.
And October 30th is dad's birthday.
So yeah, I've got a busy week coming up soon.
It'll espcially be busy IF i'm able to go see CS in concert.
Oh yeah, I got four of five things I ordered for halloween in today so I'm excited about that.
OH! And I'm writting a new book.
Which should be interesting.
Anyways, I think I'm gonna go.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
The Game.
So me,
So you.
Not one
But two.
Life.
Loving and losing.
Trying and failing.
Hating and killing.
Isn't everyone losing?
Death.
Haunting and defeating.
Plotting and murdering.
Heaven and hell.
So me.
So you.
Not one
But two.
To hate, to love.
To fight, to give up.
Comfort and defeat.
Marry me? Oh please.
Oh, to be so far under.
To no longer catch another.
To wish that you were no longer here.
To think, to fall, to not care at all.
So me, so you.
Not one but two.
To love, to lose.
So strange this game.
Makes no sense, but still it claims.
Life after life.
Death after death.
Time after time.
And still we fight.
This game, so strange.
It makes us do the crazist of things.
We fight, we try.
We love, we lose.
So me
So you
Not one
But two.
Oh to die.
To try and try.
Oh this game, how cruel.
How it toys with us each day.
Turning us into it's prey.
My death, your light.
My soul, your fight.
So me
So you
Not one
But two.
The game is just a cruel hand of fate.
Oh please don't die.
Continue to fight.
My love, my dear.
I need you here.
Oh to be saved.
It's an amazing thing.
There is a heaven and a hell.
Oh please don't fall prey to this cruel game's spell.
Life after life.
Death after death.
Oh please my dear don't leave me here.
Don't leave me to fight this alone.
Oh please don't tell me that I'm all alone.
How can this be the end?
My past, my fight,
where is your light?
Oh why must he call you home?.
My love, my dear.
This is the end, I fear.
I cannot bring your family here.
Oh please forgive me
For this ending.
So me.
So you.
Not one
But two.
The Game(C) 10-23-08, Amy C.
So you.
Not one
But two.
Life.
Loving and losing.
Trying and failing.
Hating and killing.
Isn't everyone losing?
Death.
Haunting and defeating.
Plotting and murdering.
Heaven and hell.
So me.
So you.
Not one
But two.
To hate, to love.
To fight, to give up.
Comfort and defeat.
Marry me? Oh please.
Oh, to be so far under.
To no longer catch another.
To wish that you were no longer here.
To think, to fall, to not care at all.
So me, so you.
Not one but two.
To love, to lose.
So strange this game.
Makes no sense, but still it claims.
Life after life.
Death after death.
Time after time.
And still we fight.
This game, so strange.
It makes us do the crazist of things.
We fight, we try.
We love, we lose.
So me
So you
Not one
But two.
Oh to die.
To try and try.
Oh this game, how cruel.
How it toys with us each day.
Turning us into it's prey.
My death, your light.
My soul, your fight.
So me
So you
Not one
But two.
The game is just a cruel hand of fate.
Oh please don't die.
Continue to fight.
My love, my dear.
I need you here.
Oh to be saved.
It's an amazing thing.
There is a heaven and a hell.
Oh please don't fall prey to this cruel game's spell.
Life after life.
Death after death.
Oh please my dear don't leave me here.
Don't leave me to fight this alone.
Oh please don't tell me that I'm all alone.
How can this be the end?
My past, my fight,
where is your light?
Oh why must he call you home?.
My love, my dear.
This is the end, I fear.
I cannot bring your family here.
Oh please forgive me
For this ending.
So me.
So you.
Not one
But two.
The Game(C) 10-23-08, Amy C.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Threesome.
[Alicia] says:
Did she tell you about the funny thing how it's like we're the parents and she's the kid?
Amy says:
Nooooo
Amy says:
She didn't
[Alicia] says:
Gowri says:
ithought u told
[Alicia] says:
DO IT NOW.
DO IT NOW.
DO IT NOW.
DO IT.
DO IT.
DO IT.
[Alicia] says:
Is she doing it now?
Amy says:
No
Amy says:
XD
[Alicia] says:
WTF, THAT'S IT.
[Alicia] says:
SHE SAID SHE IS.
[Alicia] says:
WTF ARE YOU SAYING.
[Alicia] says:
I DON'T GET IT.
[Alicia] says:
FUCK THIS, I'M WATCHING MY MOVIE.
Amy says:
Wait whaty?
Amy says:
She said
Amy says:
IDK
Amy says:
She isn't telling me anything
Amy says:
IDK
Amy says:
WHAT'S GOING ON!
Amy says:
Oh
Amy says:
I jsut got a message from her
[Alicia] says:
What IS she saying?
Amy says:
Oh now she told
[Alicia] says:
roflmao.
[Alicia] says:
I got her to tell because I forgot most about it.
Amy says:
"its funny cause its like you and ali are my parents and your the encouriging one and alis the dream squasher"
[Alicia] says:
XD
Amy says:
DREAM SQUASHER!
Amy says:
XD
Amy says:
Im laughing so hard
[Alicia] says:
Shut up.
Amy says:
I'm crying
[Alicia] says:
I thought that one up the other night when she slept over.
[Alicia] says:
We were going to bed and she was like "Amy would let me!"
[Alicia] says:
And I'm like "Psh." and then started loling because I was like "omg, we're like your parents."
Amy says:
LOL
[Alicia] says:
I know.
[Alicia] says:
It was just so funny
Amy says:
Now what is it I would have let her do?
[Alicia] says:
I don't remember.
Amy says:
Lol
Amy says:
I'm sitting here like "Gah what would I let her do that ALi wouldn't???"
[Alicia] says:
I think I told her to stfu and go to bed.
[Alicia] says:
No talking.
Amy says:
XD
Amy says:
I might have let her
Amy says:
OMG
Amy says:
THAt GOES ALONG
Amy says:
WITH HOW
Amy says:
WE WERE
Amy says:
TALKING ABOUT
Amy says:
ME BEING EDWARD
Amy says:
AND YOU BELLA
Amy says:
AND IT WAS
Amy says:
OUR WEDDING NIGHT
Amy says:
!
[Alicia] says:
OMG, THREE WAY MOMENT.
Amy says:
XD
Amy says:
THREESOME BABY!
[Alicia] says:
IF IT WASN'T YOU GUYS,
[Alicia] says:
I'D FEEL VIOLATED.
So appearently. I'm married with a child.
Awesome eh?
Oh and I'm in a threesome with said child....how strange.
XD.
Anyways.
Yeah I love those two.
They are so awesome.
I really hope I can take my externship to vancouver so that I can hang out with them two.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Karl + band = Modern Day Redemption
Alright, so Ali probably thinks I'm copying her and maybe I am.
IDK.
But instead of posting my top ten I'm just posting my top ten most listened to songs again.
So here is my top ten most listened to songs from the past week.
1) "Once" - Caleb Kane
2) "Wine Red" - The Hush Sound
3) "Animal I Have Become" - Three Days Grace
4) "Still Doll" - Wakeshima Kanon
5) "These Boots Are Made For Walking" - Nancy Sinatra
6) "Hurricane" - Jimmy Needham
7) "Go Girl" - Pitbull
8) "Modern Day Redemption" - Modern Day Redemption
9) "Gunslinger" - Avenged Sevenfold
10) "Country Man" - Luke Bryan
Great news ya'll.
The stuff I ordered online has offically been shipped out so I should have everything in hand by next tuesday!!!.
I'm so happy.
Oh also, I'm hoping to go see the band Karl's in play sometime this winter cause they are like awesome. Sadly, all I've been able to hear is the acoustic verison of a couple of their songs. However the acoustic verisons are still pretty damn awesome.
Anyways.
I don't really know what to blog about so....
XOXO,
Dollface.
IDK.
But instead of posting my top ten I'm just posting my top ten most listened to songs again.
So here is my top ten most listened to songs from the past week.
1) "Once" - Caleb Kane
2) "Wine Red" - The Hush Sound
3) "Animal I Have Become" - Three Days Grace
4) "Still Doll" - Wakeshima Kanon
5) "These Boots Are Made For Walking" - Nancy Sinatra
6) "Hurricane" - Jimmy Needham
7) "Go Girl" - Pitbull
8) "Modern Day Redemption" - Modern Day Redemption
9) "Gunslinger" - Avenged Sevenfold
10) "Country Man" - Luke Bryan
Great news ya'll.
The stuff I ordered online has offically been shipped out so I should have everything in hand by next tuesday!!!.
I'm so happy.
Oh also, I'm hoping to go see the band Karl's in play sometime this winter cause they are like awesome. Sadly, all I've been able to hear is the acoustic verison of a couple of their songs. However the acoustic verisons are still pretty damn awesome.
Anyways.
I don't really know what to blog about so....
XOXO,
Dollface.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Saturday.
Here's the SCHE:
6 AM: Wake up
6:45: Leave house
6:52: Bakery.
7:10: Hit the road.
Two hour trip: Complain about how cold it is, eat donuts and discuss random things.
9-ish: Gas station, mom and dad bought coffee and got free bottles of water.
9:15-9:20: Arrive at Carshow and got parked
9:20-10: Sit in RV talking to mom.
10:20: Went to the bathroom.
etc, etc, etc, etc.
I could go on and on and on and on.
But at the moment I'd rather rant about how there was like NO cute boys at the car show until like 1:15-ish. It totally sucked I was like "Where in the hell are all the hotties?"
Me and mom spent a lot of time discussing the idea of finding Karl and dragging him to the carshow.
But we didn't want to loose our parking spot soooo....we didn't go.
I missed Ali and Lee while we were there.
Hell I missed them all weekend.
Oh the BBQ people were lame.
They sold out of brisket and hamburger buns so all they had left was sausage, drinks and chips.
So dad asked if the sausage had MSG in it and they were like "Yes sir it does" So then he was like "Alright, my family can't have it." and walked off.
I hate how peopl always use stuff with MSG, don't they realize how it makes some people sick? like seriously sick?. Appearently not.
Anyways.
There was this really pimp car there that had a plasma TV in the trunk with video games and his rims were so badass.
Of course, there was a lot of badass old cars too.
There was on that looked like it'd just come out of a mafia movie. I think it was made in 1935.
It was in great shape, I seriously loved it, it made me want to sing songs from "Chicago" and be all jazzy.
Anyways,
We had fun showing off the RV, every freaked everytime we started the engine.
Oh and this family from Norway wanted to buy it from us even though it wasn't for sell.
It was so weird and funny.
OH! and then we ate at Logans on the way home.
And OMGITWASSOGOOD!
I had steak with beer braised onionrings put right on top with a side of french fries and a cesear salad.
Lemme tell you something, those were the BEST freaking onionrings I have ever had.
They were so mouthwater and like I was doing a dance in my seat literally, that's how good they were.
Oh geez, I'm getting hungry.
XOXO,
Dollface
6 AM: Wake up
6:45: Leave house
6:52: Bakery.
7:10: Hit the road.
Two hour trip: Complain about how cold it is, eat donuts and discuss random things.
9-ish: Gas station, mom and dad bought coffee and got free bottles of water.
9:15-9:20: Arrive at Carshow and got parked
9:20-10: Sit in RV talking to mom.
10:20: Went to the bathroom.
etc, etc, etc, etc.
I could go on and on and on and on.
But at the moment I'd rather rant about how there was like NO cute boys at the car show until like 1:15-ish. It totally sucked I was like "Where in the hell are all the hotties?"
Me and mom spent a lot of time discussing the idea of finding Karl and dragging him to the carshow.
But we didn't want to loose our parking spot soooo....we didn't go.
I missed Ali and Lee while we were there.
Hell I missed them all weekend.
Oh the BBQ people were lame.
They sold out of brisket and hamburger buns so all they had left was sausage, drinks and chips.
So dad asked if the sausage had MSG in it and they were like "Yes sir it does" So then he was like "Alright, my family can't have it." and walked off.
I hate how peopl always use stuff with MSG, don't they realize how it makes some people sick? like seriously sick?. Appearently not.
Anyways.
There was this really pimp car there that had a plasma TV in the trunk with video games and his rims were so badass.
Of course, there was a lot of badass old cars too.
There was on that looked like it'd just come out of a mafia movie. I think it was made in 1935.
It was in great shape, I seriously loved it, it made me want to sing songs from "Chicago" and be all jazzy.
Anyways,
We had fun showing off the RV, every freaked everytime we started the engine.
Oh and this family from Norway wanted to buy it from us even though it wasn't for sell.
It was so weird and funny.
OH! and then we ate at Logans on the way home.
And OMGITWASSOGOOD!
I had steak with beer braised onionrings put right on top with a side of french fries and a cesear salad.
Lemme tell you something, those were the BEST freaking onionrings I have ever had.
They were so mouthwater and like I was doing a dance in my seat literally, that's how good they were.
Oh geez, I'm getting hungry.
XOXO,
Dollface
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Spoon.
I want soup!
Cause it's freezing and soup usually tastes good.
But I'm to cold to go make me some at the moment.
Translation:
As soon as I'm done blogging I'm making soup.
Oh yeah, I just discovered that there's someone else who reads my blog, 'cause they posted a comment for the first time EVER on my 'Photos part 2' blog.
And I'm sitting here like "Who the feck is that?"
Apart of me thinks it's Tyler trying to be like....annoying or something.
But like the other part of me wonders if it's somebody else.
So yeah, I'm confused andddddd.......I need to finish chapter ten of my Harry Potter fan fic 'Without You' because I haven't updated in over a month.
And one of these days I'll post the link to said fanfiction here.
However today is not that day.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Cause it's freezing and soup usually tastes good.
But I'm to cold to go make me some at the moment.
Translation:
As soon as I'm done blogging I'm making soup.
Oh yeah, I just discovered that there's someone else who reads my blog, 'cause they posted a comment for the first time EVER on my 'Photos part 2' blog.
And I'm sitting here like "Who the feck is that?"
Apart of me thinks it's Tyler trying to be like....annoying or something.
But like the other part of me wonders if it's somebody else.
So yeah, I'm confused andddddd.......I need to finish chapter ten of my Harry Potter fan fic 'Without You' because I haven't updated in over a month.
And one of these days I'll post the link to said fanfiction here.
However today is not that day.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Spork!!
I wonder what would happen if you stuck a spork in me instead of a fork?
Lol, yeah.
I'm a little more calm now.
Now that like I'm determinded to make this work because I love Ali to much to torture her like this.
So don't worry Lee.
I promise everything is A-okay.
or at least it will be.
Ugh, I should call Aaron.
I've been thinking about calling him for a few days but I'm just like "God, I don't want to bother him"
But at the same time I miss him.
Oh and he posted this song on his myspace called "I want you bad" it's by the offspring.
And like the lyrics.
Kinda make me think he's talking about me.
Like the first verse goes like this:
"If you could only read my mind
You would know that things between us
Ain't right
I know your arms are open wide
But you're a little on the straight side
I can't lie "
Because that's so true, my arms are open but I am a little on the straight side.
So yeah. IDK.
He's seriously very confusing.
Anyways.
I love you Ali! I love you Lee!.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. here's a link to the lyrics http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/offspring/wantyoubad.html
Lol, yeah.
I'm a little more calm now.
Now that like I'm determinded to make this work because I love Ali to much to torture her like this.
So don't worry Lee.
I promise everything is A-okay.
or at least it will be.
Ugh, I should call Aaron.
I've been thinking about calling him for a few days but I'm just like "God, I don't want to bother him"
But at the same time I miss him.
Oh and he posted this song on his myspace called "I want you bad" it's by the offspring.
And like the lyrics.
Kinda make me think he's talking about me.
Like the first verse goes like this:
"If you could only read my mind
You would know that things between us
Ain't right
I know your arms are open wide
But you're a little on the straight side
I can't lie "
Because that's so true, my arms are open but I am a little on the straight side.
So yeah. IDK.
He's seriously very confusing.
Anyways.
I love you Ali! I love you Lee!.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. here's a link to the lyrics http://www.plyrics.com/lyrics/offspring/wantyoubad.html
Fork.
Stick a fork in me, I'm done.
Literally done.
Life = over.
I blocked Tyler last night because he kept saying how much of a 'real loser' I was and I got pissed.
He talked to me on Sweet and said that he wouldn't do it again and stuff.
But I still haven't unblocked him because I don't believe him.
Because we weren't suppose to be friends anymore anyways.
I broke it off over a month ago.
He just dragged me back in.
And I'm sick of it.
So he's blocked.
End of story.
Ali's pissed at me.
Because I can't care enough about the roleplay.
So we're arguing.
We like never, ever argue.
But we are.
So now I'm pissed and upset.
And we're still arguing about...arguing or something.
Yeah, about arguing and about how I censor stuff.
And yeah.
Like I said.
Stick a fork in me I'm done.
If Ali hates me, I'm fucked.
Because I won't ask Tany to choose me over her.
I'll tell Tany that I love her and she should stay friends with Ali and not worry about me, that I'll be fine.
Rather I am or not.
So if you read this Ali.
Tell me exactly how you feel.
I won't burden my friends.
So if you hate me, say it.
I'll suffer, but I'll deal.
So yeah.
I'm out,
Dollface.
Literally done.
Life = over.
I blocked Tyler last night because he kept saying how much of a 'real loser' I was and I got pissed.
He talked to me on Sweet and said that he wouldn't do it again and stuff.
But I still haven't unblocked him because I don't believe him.
Because we weren't suppose to be friends anymore anyways.
I broke it off over a month ago.
He just dragged me back in.
And I'm sick of it.
So he's blocked.
End of story.
Ali's pissed at me.
Because I can't care enough about the roleplay.
So we're arguing.
We like never, ever argue.
But we are.
So now I'm pissed and upset.
And we're still arguing about...arguing or something.
Yeah, about arguing and about how I censor stuff.
And yeah.
Like I said.
Stick a fork in me I'm done.
If Ali hates me, I'm fucked.
Because I won't ask Tany to choose me over her.
I'll tell Tany that I love her and she should stay friends with Ali and not worry about me, that I'll be fine.
Rather I am or not.
So if you read this Ali.
Tell me exactly how you feel.
I won't burden my friends.
So if you hate me, say it.
I'll suffer, but I'll deal.
So yeah.
I'm out,
Dollface.
Toast <3
I love burnt toast with jelly.
Seriously, burnt toast is amazing.
Like the burned smell scares me and makes me drool at the same time, weird huh?.
So yeah, I have this think about toast being burned and I don't know why.
Oh and I was foodnetwork earlier and there's like several recipes I'm going to try cause they look amazing.
We're actually going to try one tonight but it's one that I've known about for a while but then mom saw it on foodnetwork today and she was like "That is so neat!"
So yeah, we're more than likely making like dutch apple pancakes.
Or something like that, I never can remember the exact name for it.
'Cept I think we're using peachs instead of apples........
Rofl,
Sounds like fun right?.
Alright, so Ali just got online <3
So I think I'm gonna go...
Oh and while I'm gone I'm gonna get more burned toast, yummy!.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Seriously, burnt toast is amazing.
Like the burned smell scares me and makes me drool at the same time, weird huh?.
So yeah, I have this think about toast being burned and I don't know why.
Oh and I was foodnetwork earlier and there's like several recipes I'm going to try cause they look amazing.
We're actually going to try one tonight but it's one that I've known about for a while but then mom saw it on foodnetwork today and she was like "That is so neat!"
So yeah, we're more than likely making like dutch apple pancakes.
Or something like that, I never can remember the exact name for it.
'Cept I think we're using peachs instead of apples........
Rofl,
Sounds like fun right?.
Alright, so Ali just got online <3
So I think I'm gonna go...
Oh and while I'm gone I'm gonna get more burned toast, yummy!.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
GO ALI!
Lol, Ali has me addicted to another song.
So I decided to post a list of the ten songs I've listened to the most the past like three days.
1) "Once" - Caleb Kane
2) "Bang" - Armchair Cynics
3) "El Tango De Roxanne" - Moulin Rouge
4) "Clair De Lune" - Debussy
5) "Message To The World" - Story Of The Year
6) "Got Me Going" - Day 26
7) "Black Dirt" - Sea Wolf
8) "Slow Dancing In A Burning Room" - John Mayer
9) "I Don't Think She Loves Me" - Scenes and Sirens
10) "See Ya Later Alligator" - The Comets
The song that Ali introduced me to just recently would be "Black Dirt"
She made a video to it.
And it's bad ass.
I hope she finishes it sometime.
I wanna see the rest of it!!!.
Lol. I sound so demanding.
It's like "DO IT NAO!"
XD
Joking.
Okay, so.
Me and her shared a moment yesterday.
http://thisiswhatabloglookslike.blogspot.com/2008/10/we-shared-moment.html
It was awesome.
And yes, I do actually expect all my readers(However many that may be) to click on that link.
Unless you're Ali, then you don't have to 'cause well...ya know. She was there when it happened.
OMG, speaking of that.
I had the strangest dream last night.
My friend Ashley was like spending the night at Ali's house on thanksgiving(canadian thanksgiving) and like then she came to my house and I was freaking out because I was like "But Ali told me only her brother and mom were there!. Like that whole time she was talking to me and you were there too!" So I was all freaking out and shit and IDK. It was really, really weird.
So yeah, I think I'm gonna run.
XOXO,
Dollface
So I decided to post a list of the ten songs I've listened to the most the past like three days.
1) "Once" - Caleb Kane
2) "Bang" - Armchair Cynics
3) "El Tango De Roxanne" - Moulin Rouge
4) "Clair De Lune" - Debussy
5) "Message To The World" - Story Of The Year
6) "Got Me Going" - Day 26
7) "Black Dirt" - Sea Wolf
8) "Slow Dancing In A Burning Room" - John Mayer
9) "I Don't Think She Loves Me" - Scenes and Sirens
10) "See Ya Later Alligator" - The Comets
The song that Ali introduced me to just recently would be "Black Dirt"
She made a video to it.
And it's bad ass.
I hope she finishes it sometime.
I wanna see the rest of it!!!.
Lol. I sound so demanding.
It's like "DO IT NAO!"
XD
Joking.
Okay, so.
Me and her shared a moment yesterday.
http://thisiswhatabloglookslike.blogspot.com/2008/10/we-shared-moment.html
It was awesome.
And yes, I do actually expect all my readers(However many that may be) to click on that link.
Unless you're Ali, then you don't have to 'cause well...ya know. She was there when it happened.
OMG, speaking of that.
I had the strangest dream last night.
My friend Ashley was like spending the night at Ali's house on thanksgiving(canadian thanksgiving) and like then she came to my house and I was freaking out because I was like "But Ali told me only her brother and mom were there!. Like that whole time she was talking to me and you were there too!" So I was all freaking out and shit and IDK. It was really, really weird.
So yeah, I think I'm gonna run.
XOXO,
Dollface
Monday, October 13, 2008
Photos part 2
Alright, so the names are all done from left to right. I didn't really upload the photos in any order either. Oh and I'll be posting part 2.5 tomorrow.
So enjoy the photos ya'll!.
So enjoy the photos ya'll!.
Bryce and Zack
Avery, Tanner and Zach.
Channing, Noah and Junior.
April and Brandon.
Beau, Tanner and Brendan.
Sean, Chris and David.
Geneva and Stephen.
Brandi and Tyler.
Geneva and Stephen.
Brandi and Tyler.
Jovan and Laura.
Jason and Karl.
Ethan and Jeff.
Ethan and Jeff.
Audrey and Dustin.
Arthur and Oliver.
Aaron and Amber.
Ali, Lee and Arjun.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Aaron and Amber.
Ali, Lee and Arjun.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Perverted/Funny/Strange moments.
September(or)October 2006:
So me and my parents are at this jobsite. The jobsite being a gas station that was being remodeled and my parents were doing the electrical work. And there's these five guys we were working with. Rick, Joe, Darrel, RW and Frodo(Nickname) and like they were doing some cocking and stuff and I was talking to them about bank robbiers and stuff. So when RW...or was it Frodo?. I don't remember, but one of them handed me one of the cockingguns because they needed me to hold it for a minute while they moved their latter. So then I got this Idea and I lifted it up, pretending that it was a real gun and was like "Stick your hands up! this is a cock up!" Of course, I didn't realize what I'd said at first until the guys were literally LMAOing and then I started blushing like crazy.
Yup, that's my most perverted moment ever. Funny, eh?.
Today, October 13th:
So, it started raining this morning on mine and my mom's way to Johnnys(A gas station/subway) and mom was saying how it'd better continue to stay cloudy because we didn't need to start "Sparkle"
Which of course made me LOL.
So then at the same time I said "Emmett! lets go play some baseball." My mom said "Ethan, come out, come out whereever you are."
So I gave her this strange look and she was like "What? Isn't Ethan your Edward?"
"Yeah I guess. Oh my God. Wouldn't it be funny if you said that and then that pecon tree shook over there like someone had jumped in it?"
So yeah, we discussed Twilight for a couple of blocks before moving on to a different topic. Strange and Funny huh?.
So now what's really strange is how there's all these silences between me and Ali and I don't know what to do about them. Like seriously. I sit here and I'm like...."Omg, what do I say?" Which is totally strange because before I had no problem coming up with stuff so now I'm like "WTF" Hopefully this is just like a phase I'm going through.
Maybe I'll be over this soon and we can go back to our normal relationship.
XOXO,
Dollface.
So me and my parents are at this jobsite. The jobsite being a gas station that was being remodeled and my parents were doing the electrical work. And there's these five guys we were working with. Rick, Joe, Darrel, RW and Frodo(Nickname) and like they were doing some cocking and stuff and I was talking to them about bank robbiers and stuff. So when RW...or was it Frodo?. I don't remember, but one of them handed me one of the cockingguns because they needed me to hold it for a minute while they moved their latter. So then I got this Idea and I lifted it up, pretending that it was a real gun and was like "Stick your hands up! this is a cock up!" Of course, I didn't realize what I'd said at first until the guys were literally LMAOing and then I started blushing like crazy.
Yup, that's my most perverted moment ever. Funny, eh?.
Today, October 13th:
So, it started raining this morning on mine and my mom's way to Johnnys(A gas station/subway) and mom was saying how it'd better continue to stay cloudy because we didn't need to start "Sparkle"
Which of course made me LOL.
So then at the same time I said "Emmett! lets go play some baseball." My mom said "Ethan, come out, come out whereever you are."
So I gave her this strange look and she was like "What? Isn't Ethan your Edward?"
"Yeah I guess. Oh my God. Wouldn't it be funny if you said that and then that pecon tree shook over there like someone had jumped in it?"
So yeah, we discussed Twilight for a couple of blocks before moving on to a different topic. Strange and Funny huh?.
So now what's really strange is how there's all these silences between me and Ali and I don't know what to do about them. Like seriously. I sit here and I'm like...."Omg, what do I say?" Which is totally strange because before I had no problem coming up with stuff so now I'm like "WTF" Hopefully this is just like a phase I'm going through.
Maybe I'll be over this soon and we can go back to our normal relationship.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Photos part 1
So, I'm bored.
So I'm going through all my friends pictures.
And I'm going to post my most favorite picture that they have on their myspace and I'm posting it here.
Now hopefully they don't get pissed about it.
Lol.
So shall we begin?
First I'll start off with all my online friends photos. A.K.A. people who I've known less than a year, who I've met online.
Okay, so for some strange reason, I can't get the photo to change position. But this is my little bro Ry. I love him very much
This is Arcy, he has extremely sexy jeans and beautiful eyes. <3
So I'm going through all my friends pictures.
And I'm going to post my most favorite picture that they have on their myspace and I'm posting it here.
Now hopefully they don't get pissed about it.
Lol.
So shall we begin?
First I'll start off with all my online friends photos. A.K.A. people who I've known less than a year, who I've met online.
Okay, so for some strange reason, I can't get the photo to change position. But this is my little bro Ry. I love him very much
This is Arcy, he has extremely sexy jeans and beautiful eyes. <3
And this beautiful girl is Foxx, she's totally badass.
This is my big sis Alli, I think she looks sexy with red hair.
-DRAGON DOES NOT HAVE A PHOTO POSTED DUE TO FACT I COULDN'T FIND ONE THAT I REALLY, REALLY LIKED-
-JD ALSO DOES NOT HAVE ONE FOR THE SAME REASON-
This is Jason's cat, Mooshoe. Because I couldn't find the picture of him that I wanted. XD
This is Adrian, yeah he's pimp.
-SHANE DOES NOT HAVE ONE BECAUSE I COULDN'T FIND THE ONE I WANTED-
Say hello to the cutie named Johnson.
-JAY DOES NOT HAVE ONE BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY OF HIM ON HIS MYSPACE!!-
This is my little bro fufu. I love him very, very much and he is NOT emo.
This is Jordin, she's listens to awesome music.
This is Neko-chan, she's funny. ^_^
-KENNY DOES NOT A HAVE A PHOTO BECAUSE ONCE AGAIN I COULDN'T FIND ONE I LIKE-
And this beautiful girl is Rachel, she's totally awesome and has great taste in music.
-JOSH DOES NOT HAVE ONE BECAUSE ETC, ETC, ETC-
And this cutie is Rien, he's my big bro.
And this texas hottie is Ryan.
This is Victora, she's a goofball and she's a fan of Nick Jonas like I am.
This is Wuba, she's awesome and she goes to almost all our sexyparties.
And this totally sexy guy is Xry. He pwns.
This is my big sis Alli, I think she looks sexy with red hair.
-DRAGON DOES NOT HAVE A PHOTO POSTED DUE TO FACT I COULDN'T FIND ONE THAT I REALLY, REALLY LIKED-
-JD ALSO DOES NOT HAVE ONE FOR THE SAME REASON-
This is Jason's cat, Mooshoe. Because I couldn't find the picture of him that I wanted. XD
This is Adrian, yeah he's pimp.
-SHANE DOES NOT HAVE ONE BECAUSE I COULDN'T FIND THE ONE I WANTED-
Say hello to the cutie named Johnson.
-JAY DOES NOT HAVE ONE BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY OF HIM ON HIS MYSPACE!!-
This is my little bro fufu. I love him very, very much and he is NOT emo.
This is Jordin, she's listens to awesome music.
This is Neko-chan, she's funny. ^_^
-KENNY DOES NOT A HAVE A PHOTO BECAUSE ONCE AGAIN I COULDN'T FIND ONE I LIKE-
And this beautiful girl is Rachel, she's totally awesome and has great taste in music.
-JOSH DOES NOT HAVE ONE BECAUSE ETC, ETC, ETC-
And this cutie is Rien, he's my big bro.
And this texas hottie is Ryan.
This is Victora, she's a goofball and she's a fan of Nick Jonas like I am.
This is Wuba, she's awesome and she goes to almost all our sexyparties.
And this totally sexy guy is Xry. He pwns.
Alright, so there's like twenty people not mentioned or listed here because I cannot get a hold of them at the moment to get their photos. So yeah this is PART 1.
I'll post part 2 tomorrow.
So I hope you guys enjoyed this blog.
XOXO,
Dollface.
I'll post part 2 tomorrow.
So I hope you guys enjoyed this blog.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Once.
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again
- Caleb Kane, "Once."
This song is so amazing.
I just love it.
The lyrics are so deep, so true.
I've watched people fall.
And just recently everyone around me watched me fall.
Now I'm at a standstill. Sorta.
I'm trying to crawl my way out of this dark abyss.
And I'm slowly working my way back to being my normal self.
With Ali's, Bernice's, Aaron's, Arjun's and my family's support.
I'm slowly working on returning to being...me.
It's not an easy battle.
Nor is it one I want to fight.
Apart of me.
A weaker part.
Just wants to give up.
But that weak side isn't me.
I am strong.
I can be weak sometimes.
But usually I am the rock everyone can relie on.
Sometimes I need to lean on other people though.
Aaron has seriously helped me get out of this...rut.
The only reason I single out certain people.
Is because sometimes that one person will do one thing, just one that makes them stand out amongest all the people that are here for me.
And he's done it.
I said he'd either make me or break me.
And he's doing everything in his power to not let me break.
And I'm happy for that.
So anyways.
I promise that I am not sliping back into my depression.
I promise that this is just me blogging to make sure that I don't slip into it.
So, now I will post the lyrics to this song.
And I think all of you can picture singing it to me when I was depressed.
Because I could picture all of you singing it.
Just like I can picture myself singing it to some of you during those times ya'll almost break.
Just like I could picture you guys singing it to me even now.
Just like I could sing myself to sleep with this song, or dance to it.
So here it is, the number one on my top ten songs this week.
"You change in front of me
Your eyes get darker every day
It happens quietly
Your focus slowly burns away
And if you let me hear
The things you seem to wanna say
I will wait
I will wait to go
Until I know you're somewhere safe
And even if you chose
To lock yourself away
If I listen close
I can almost hear you say
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again
You're falling into it
An inescapable place
Or something intimate
Between the you that no one sees
Is there a way inside
You only hide from enemies
Cause I'll wait
I'm afraid you won't get rid of me so easily
And even if you chose
To lock the world away
If I listen close
I can almost hear you say
Once I was real
Once I had something to lose
Once I could feel
Once I was harder to bruise
Once I was here
Once I was willing to mend
Once I appear I will be real once again
You're falling farther than
I've ever seen you fall before
For me to wonder when
I'll recognize you anymore
To see no light inside your eyes at all
To bang my head against the wall
And force myself to watch you fall away
And even if you chose
To lock the world away
If I listen close
I can almost here you say
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again"
For some reason, I just love this song and I believe that in some strange way it fits me.
It's an amazing song.
A beautiful song.
Well written.
The melody is just perfect.
And so now I must leave you.
I promised to take my nephews to go catch flies for Denali.
So, I shall return later on.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcJb-rjSjYI
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again
- Caleb Kane, "Once."
This song is so amazing.
I just love it.
The lyrics are so deep, so true.
I've watched people fall.
And just recently everyone around me watched me fall.
Now I'm at a standstill. Sorta.
I'm trying to crawl my way out of this dark abyss.
And I'm slowly working my way back to being my normal self.
With Ali's, Bernice's, Aaron's, Arjun's and my family's support.
I'm slowly working on returning to being...me.
It's not an easy battle.
Nor is it one I want to fight.
Apart of me.
A weaker part.
Just wants to give up.
But that weak side isn't me.
I am strong.
I can be weak sometimes.
But usually I am the rock everyone can relie on.
Sometimes I need to lean on other people though.
Aaron has seriously helped me get out of this...rut.
The only reason I single out certain people.
Is because sometimes that one person will do one thing, just one that makes them stand out amongest all the people that are here for me.
And he's done it.
I said he'd either make me or break me.
And he's doing everything in his power to not let me break.
And I'm happy for that.
So anyways.
I promise that I am not sliping back into my depression.
I promise that this is just me blogging to make sure that I don't slip into it.
So, now I will post the lyrics to this song.
And I think all of you can picture singing it to me when I was depressed.
Because I could picture all of you singing it.
Just like I can picture myself singing it to some of you during those times ya'll almost break.
Just like I could picture you guys singing it to me even now.
Just like I could sing myself to sleep with this song, or dance to it.
So here it is, the number one on my top ten songs this week.
"You change in front of me
Your eyes get darker every day
It happens quietly
Your focus slowly burns away
And if you let me hear
The things you seem to wanna say
I will wait
I will wait to go
Until I know you're somewhere safe
And even if you chose
To lock yourself away
If I listen close
I can almost hear you say
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again
You're falling into it
An inescapable place
Or something intimate
Between the you that no one sees
Is there a way inside
You only hide from enemies
Cause I'll wait
I'm afraid you won't get rid of me so easily
And even if you chose
To lock the world away
If I listen close
I can almost hear you say
Once I was real
Once I had something to lose
Once I could feel
Once I was harder to bruise
Once I was here
Once I was willing to mend
Once I appear I will be real once again
You're falling farther than
I've ever seen you fall before
For me to wonder when
I'll recognize you anymore
To see no light inside your eyes at all
To bang my head against the wall
And force myself to watch you fall away
And even if you chose
To lock the world away
If I listen close
I can almost here you say
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again
Once I was real
Once I was somebody's child
Once I could feel
Some feeling once in a while
Once I was here
Once I was somebody's friend
Once I appear I will be real once again"
For some reason, I just love this song and I believe that in some strange way it fits me.
It's an amazing song.
A beautiful song.
Well written.
The melody is just perfect.
And so now I must leave you.
I promised to take my nephews to go catch flies for Denali.
So, I shall return later on.
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcJb-rjSjYI
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Army boy.
You know what I forgot to mention?
I forgot to mention that Army Boy(Aaron) called me today.
And what is the first thing he says afte I say Hello?.
"Heyo baby."
Needless to say I grinned.
For some reason I just love it when he does that.
Okay FINE. I know the reason.
It's just strange.
Loving one person.
While dating another.
While the other is slowly stealing your heart.
It's like insane.
I mean seriously.
Okay, anyways. I guess that's all I've got to say.
Love ya'll,
Dollface.
Edit-03-25-09: I've been thinking about this alot lately, and I don't think mine and Arjun's relationship really counts as us dating anymore, I think it was just my wishful thinking.
I forgot to mention that Army Boy(Aaron) called me today.
And what is the first thing he says afte I say Hello?.
"Heyo baby."
Needless to say I grinned.
For some reason I just love it when he does that.
Okay FINE. I know the reason.
It's just strange.
Loving one person.
While dating another.
While the other is slowly stealing your heart.
It's like insane.
I mean seriously.
Okay, anyways. I guess that's all I've got to say.
Love ya'll,
Dollface.
Edit-03-25-09: I've been thinking about this alot lately, and I don't think mine and Arjun's relationship really counts as us dating anymore, I think it was just my wishful thinking.
TO BERNICE:
So, this blog is for Bernice because she asked me to blog.
And since she's one of my BFF's and I love her.
I'm blogging.
So I promised her I'd tell her what I'm having for dinner sooo...
I am having spagettie and meat balls with cucumber salad.
It's so awesome.
Seriously, I wish you and Ali were here.
Oh and I had to go to work today.
And we were working at this ranch.
And there were all these cows.
And like they were so cute and friendly.
But like they kept getting to close to the breaker box.
So I had to scare them to keep them from getting to close.
Cause if theyd licked the breaker box or something they could have died.
But then I felt bad after I scared them off because they looked upset with me.
So yeah.
That's how my day went.
Now if you'll excuse me I want to eat mah food.
XOXO,
Dollface.
And since she's one of my BFF's and I love her.
I'm blogging.
So I promised her I'd tell her what I'm having for dinner sooo...
I am having spagettie and meat balls with cucumber salad.
It's so awesome.
Seriously, I wish you and Ali were here.
Oh and I had to go to work today.
And we were working at this ranch.
And there were all these cows.
And like they were so cute and friendly.
But like they kept getting to close to the breaker box.
So I had to scare them to keep them from getting to close.
Cause if theyd licked the breaker box or something they could have died.
But then I felt bad after I scared them off because they looked upset with me.
So yeah.
That's how my day went.
Now if you'll excuse me I want to eat mah food.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
LOL moments.
Okay, so before I get into the LOL moments of the day.
I want to post something that's like surprising/awesome/strange.
Me and Arjun have been dating one month today, can you believe it?.
One whole month.
Seriously this year is just flying by.
I feel like we haven't been together that long, and yet at the same time. I feel like we've been together almost longer than a month.
It's a strange feeling.
ALRIGHT!
Now for the funny stuff.
[Alicia] says:
Omg. Ew. Ugh. Have you seen the new movie poster?
[Alicia] says:
It's awful.
Honey-bum says:
For Twilight?
[Alicia] says:
Yes'm.
[Alicia] says:
I was just looking on the site, it's..
[Alicia] says:
I...
[Alicia] says:
dude.
Honey-bum says:
Where is it?
Honey-bum says:
I don't see it on the website
[Alicia] says:
Huh. On steph's site? The most recent post from like.. today?
Honey-bum says:
OH
Honey-bum says:
I'm on the movie sire
Honey-bum says:
site*
Honey-bum says:
WTF
Honey-bum says:
IT MAKES EDWARD LOOK SO FECKING GAY!
[Alicia] says:
I know, right.
Honey-bum says:
I mean Bella looks fine.
Honey-bum says:
But he looks....gah.....I mean...ew
[Alicia] says:
I know, right.
[Alicia] says:
I think they edited a picture or something, because that doesn't look like the guy at all.
Honey-bum says:
Yeah I know.
Honey-bum says:
He looks like this guy from Wolf Lake who's a werewolf >.<
Honey-bum says:
But like a gayer verison of the guy from wolf Lake.
Please note, that there is nothing wrong with gay people. I am friends with several gays and I do not mean this to be offence to them.
Honey-bum says:
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
[Alicia] says:
...what.
Honey-bum says:
"Leave out all the rest" - Linkin park is on the twilight soundtrack!
Honey-bum says:
I always thought that song would be awesome in the movie.
Honey-bum says:
But I didn't think they'd use it
[Alicia] says:
Mhm.
[Alicia] says:
I'm not very fond of Linkin Park, or really any of the music they're using.But eh.
Honey-bum says:
I can't wait to hear Balla's lullaby
[Alicia] says:
rofl. Balla's?
[Alicia] says:
What are we? Gangsters?
[Alicia] says:
Nah, I'm kidding. I knew what you meant.
Honey-bum says:
Oh whoa
Honey-bum says:
BALLAS!
Yeah, I know. My typo's are hilarious right?.
Alright, anyways.
I have to get back to my roleplays soooo...
Love ya'll,
Dollface.
I want to post something that's like surprising/awesome/strange.
Me and Arjun have been dating one month today, can you believe it?.
One whole month.
Seriously this year is just flying by.
I feel like we haven't been together that long, and yet at the same time. I feel like we've been together almost longer than a month.
It's a strange feeling.
ALRIGHT!
Now for the funny stuff.
[Alicia] says:
Omg. Ew. Ugh. Have you seen the new movie poster?
[Alicia] says:
It's awful.
Honey-bum says:
For Twilight?
[Alicia] says:
Yes'm.
[Alicia] says:
I was just looking on the site, it's..
[Alicia] says:
I...
[Alicia] says:
dude.
Honey-bum says:
Where is it?
Honey-bum says:
I don't see it on the website
[Alicia] says:
Huh. On steph's site? The most recent post from like.. today?
Honey-bum says:
OH
Honey-bum says:
I'm on the movie sire
Honey-bum says:
site*
Honey-bum says:
WTF
Honey-bum says:
IT MAKES EDWARD LOOK SO FECKING GAY!
[Alicia] says:
I know, right.
Honey-bum says:
I mean Bella looks fine.
Honey-bum says:
But he looks....gah.....I mean...ew
[Alicia] says:
I know, right.
[Alicia] says:
I think they edited a picture or something, because that doesn't look like the guy at all.
Honey-bum says:
Yeah I know.
Honey-bum says:
He looks like this guy from Wolf Lake who's a werewolf >.<
Honey-bum says:
But like a gayer verison of the guy from wolf Lake.
Please note, that there is nothing wrong with gay people. I am friends with several gays and I do not mean this to be offence to them.
Honey-bum says:
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
[Alicia] says:
...what.
Honey-bum says:
"Leave out all the rest" - Linkin park is on the twilight soundtrack!
Honey-bum says:
I always thought that song would be awesome in the movie.
Honey-bum says:
But I didn't think they'd use it
[Alicia] says:
Mhm.
[Alicia] says:
I'm not very fond of Linkin Park, or really any of the music they're using.But eh.
Honey-bum says:
I can't wait to hear Balla's lullaby
[Alicia] says:
rofl. Balla's?
[Alicia] says:
What are we? Gangsters?
[Alicia] says:
Nah, I'm kidding. I knew what you meant.
Honey-bum says:
Oh whoa
Honey-bum says:
BALLAS!
Yeah, I know. My typo's are hilarious right?.
Alright, anyways.
I have to get back to my roleplays soooo...
Love ya'll,
Dollface.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Dance steps.
Okay, so the past couple of days I was thinking about how we'd had the dance off at camp and how like Bailey had wanted me to teach her dance moves and stuff.
And I was thinking about how I hadn't taken a lot of time this year to learn new dances simply because of how busy I've been.
So today I'm learning new dance moves.
And I've decided that once I create a new routine.
I'm going to record it and post it on myspace and youtube.
The reason it's being posted on Myspace is because Bailey is a friend on my private profile.
And I think she'd like to see the new routine.
On another note,
Ali hasn't been online at all today.
Which I don't like very much.
She's making me worried.
Also, Arjun gave me a petname.
He's been trying to come up with one for a while and now he has one.
He was all like "Due to you having a ghetto booty and how I like to call you Honey...I am now calling you HONEY-BUM!"
I literally ROFLed so hard.
Oh and Bernice(Lee, Tany.) was so awesome today, the convo went like this:
call me lee from now on says:
so you got accepted to a school right?.
Honey-bum says:
No, I wasn't accepted.
Honey-bum says:
Because I didn't give them my paperwork yet
call me lee from now on says:
what how could they not accept you your amy im furious. *Mad face*
Honey-bum says:
Bernice, calm down!
Honey-bum says:
They can't accept me until I give them my paper work.
Honey-bum says:
because it's not legal to accept me before they get it.
call me lee from now on says:
oh well there still lameos if it was me in charge you would be the first one i aceppted
Honey-bum says:
Awww
Honey-bum says:
thank you Bernice.
Honey-bum says:
That means alot
call me lee from now on says:
im glad
And seriously, that did mean alot.
So thank you, Bernice.
I love you. <3
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. As you can see, I've accepted my new petname. LOL.
And I was thinking about how I hadn't taken a lot of time this year to learn new dances simply because of how busy I've been.
So today I'm learning new dance moves.
And I've decided that once I create a new routine.
I'm going to record it and post it on myspace and youtube.
The reason it's being posted on Myspace is because Bailey is a friend on my private profile.
And I think she'd like to see the new routine.
On another note,
Ali hasn't been online at all today.
Which I don't like very much.
She's making me worried.
Also, Arjun gave me a petname.
He's been trying to come up with one for a while and now he has one.
He was all like "Due to you having a ghetto booty and how I like to call you Honey...I am now calling you HONEY-BUM!"
I literally ROFLed so hard.
Oh and Bernice(Lee, Tany.) was so awesome today, the convo went like this:
call me lee from now on says:
so you got accepted to a school right?.
Honey-bum says:
No, I wasn't accepted.
Honey-bum says:
Because I didn't give them my paperwork yet
call me lee from now on says:
what how could they not accept you your amy im furious. *Mad face*
Honey-bum says:
Bernice, calm down!
Honey-bum says:
They can't accept me until I give them my paper work.
Honey-bum says:
because it's not legal to accept me before they get it.
call me lee from now on says:
oh well there still lameos if it was me in charge you would be the first one i aceppted
Honey-bum says:
Awww
Honey-bum says:
thank you Bernice.
Honey-bum says:
That means alot
call me lee from now on says:
im glad
And seriously, that did mean alot.
So thank you, Bernice.
I love you. <3
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. As you can see, I've accepted my new petname. LOL.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
COUNT DOWN!
Six minutes until curfew.
Can I blog about what I want to blog about in that amount of time?
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I doubt it.
So I'm just gonna be really, really silly.
Okay? Okay.
So my number one song of this week is:
"Bang" - Armchair Cynics.
A big thank you to the lovely and cute Ali who introduced me to this song just a few hours ago.
XD
I love this song.
It's so epic.
AND
I fail.
:/
XOXO,
Dollface.
Can I blog about what I want to blog about in that amount of time?
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I doubt it.
So I'm just gonna be really, really silly.
Okay? Okay.
So my number one song of this week is:
"Bang" - Armchair Cynics.
A big thank you to the lovely and cute Ali who introduced me to this song just a few hours ago.
XD
I love this song.
It's so epic.
AND
I fail.
:/
XOXO,
Dollface.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Well, this is lovely.
Okay, so I'll start off with good news.
Appearently, I didn't need to worry about my appointment with TCA today because well...they love me.
Like Ms.D.
She wanted me to fill out the paper work today and she was going to get the board of the directors to take a look at it before I left.
Basically I could have been accepted to go to college there today if I had wanted to.
Which surprised the living shit out of me.
I mean seriously, how offten does that happen?.
Of course, I doubt I would have been accepted today, I mean they probably would have waited until like monday and gotten like all the people on the board to look over the paperwork, but still.
Okay, so the school was pretty cool and my parents think I should go there.
I'm still torn on the subject, but I'll probably end up going there.
Alright, now here's the interesting thing.
I was texting Aaron this evening.
And this is basically how it went.
Aaron: "So how are things going?"
Me: "Good, TCA was awesome. You?"
Aaron: "Fine. TCA?"
Me: "Texas Culinary Academy"
Aaron: "I got it, right after I replied."
Me: "LOL!"
Aaron: "Yea funny."
Me: "So how's the weather?"
Aaron: "Fine, sunny and not cloudy. But is that the best you got?"
Me: "No, of course not."
Aaron: "Then start something fun."
Me: "I wanna take you to a gay bar!"
Aaron: "Better."
Me: "I kissed your mom on the armpit."
Aaron: "Huh?"
Me: "It's a parody."
Aaron: "How?"
Me: "NVM"
Aaron: "What?"
Me: "I love you?"
Aaron: "How so?."
Me: "Um...I'll explain when I call later."
Aaron: "When do you want to call?"
So I called him and we talked for a minute or two about pointless stuff and then it went like this.
Me:"So...what do you mean 'How so' Like do you mean do I love you as a friend or what?"
Aaron: "Yeah, basically."
Both of us: SILENT.
Me: "Umm...." *giggles* "This is akaward."
And then I went on to explain how like I didn't want to loose him as a friend and how I'd rather have him as a friend than not in my life at all because he's an awesome friend.
So he was like. "Okay, I won't say anything if it could mess with our friendship."
So I was like "Yeah, I love you as more than a friend."
And he like. "Alright." But it was very quiet, like cautious almost.
"I thought you knew actually."
"I had guessed, but I'm glad you got that off your chest."
or something like that.
So basically, even though I'd said I loved him, he thought I was being my normal self and saying I love him as a friend.
So now he knows.
And now I feel weird because this whole time I thought he knew.
And after that he was like "So is there anything else you want to tell me?"
"Um, nothing good."
"C'mon, you can tell me."
"Yeah, but it's complicated."
And then he talked me into telling him about how I'd been all depressed and stuff and he was like "You should have called me, I would have kept you from doing anything."
"You know, I almost did."
"You should have."
"I know."
And like a bunch of other stuff was said and like I feel relief and yet there's something else, some other emotion that I'm feeling and I can't tell what it is.
And like made me feel a little better though, like he always does.
But anyways, my curfew is coming up so I better go.
Maybe I'll be able to think better tomorrow and then it'll be easier to blog.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Appearently, I didn't need to worry about my appointment with TCA today because well...they love me.
Like Ms.D.
She wanted me to fill out the paper work today and she was going to get the board of the directors to take a look at it before I left.
Basically I could have been accepted to go to college there today if I had wanted to.
Which surprised the living shit out of me.
I mean seriously, how offten does that happen?.
Of course, I doubt I would have been accepted today, I mean they probably would have waited until like monday and gotten like all the people on the board to look over the paperwork, but still.
Okay, so the school was pretty cool and my parents think I should go there.
I'm still torn on the subject, but I'll probably end up going there.
Alright, now here's the interesting thing.
I was texting Aaron this evening.
And this is basically how it went.
Aaron: "So how are things going?"
Me: "Good, TCA was awesome. You?"
Aaron: "Fine. TCA?"
Me: "Texas Culinary Academy"
Aaron: "I got it, right after I replied."
Me: "LOL!"
Aaron: "Yea funny."
Me: "So how's the weather?"
Aaron: "Fine, sunny and not cloudy. But is that the best you got?"
Me: "No, of course not."
Aaron: "Then start something fun."
Me: "I wanna take you to a gay bar!"
Aaron: "Better."
Me: "I kissed your mom on the armpit."
Aaron: "Huh?"
Me: "It's a parody."
Aaron: "How?"
Me: "NVM"
Aaron: "What?"
Me: "I love you?"
Aaron: "How so?."
Me: "Um...I'll explain when I call later."
Aaron: "When do you want to call?"
So I called him and we talked for a minute or two about pointless stuff and then it went like this.
Me:"So...what do you mean 'How so' Like do you mean do I love you as a friend or what?"
Aaron: "Yeah, basically."
Both of us: SILENT.
Me: "Umm...." *giggles* "This is akaward."
And then I went on to explain how like I didn't want to loose him as a friend and how I'd rather have him as a friend than not in my life at all because he's an awesome friend.
So he was like. "Okay, I won't say anything if it could mess with our friendship."
So I was like "Yeah, I love you as more than a friend."
And he like. "Alright." But it was very quiet, like cautious almost.
"I thought you knew actually."
"I had guessed, but I'm glad you got that off your chest."
or something like that.
So basically, even though I'd said I loved him, he thought I was being my normal self and saying I love him as a friend.
So now he knows.
And now I feel weird because this whole time I thought he knew.
And after that he was like "So is there anything else you want to tell me?"
"Um, nothing good."
"C'mon, you can tell me."
"Yeah, but it's complicated."
And then he talked me into telling him about how I'd been all depressed and stuff and he was like "You should have called me, I would have kept you from doing anything."
"You know, I almost did."
"You should have."
"I know."
And like a bunch of other stuff was said and like I feel relief and yet there's something else, some other emotion that I'm feeling and I can't tell what it is.
And like made me feel a little better though, like he always does.
But anyways, my curfew is coming up so I better go.
Maybe I'll be able to think better tomorrow and then it'll be easier to blog.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
I think confusion is going to be on my meau for awhile.
So, Aaron called yesterday like he said he would.
Of course he was calling on his work break so he coudn't talk long.
But before he got off the phone he was like.
"I'll talk to you later baby."
And everytime he calls me baby, babe or beautiful.
I just start smiling and feeling like...warm and fuzzy inside.
I love it when he uses those kind of names, even if we are only friends.
But then that got me thinking this morning.
About this one letter I got from him while he was in basic training, it was the one in response to the one where I mentioned meeting Ethan at the Charger Car Show.
And he's said that'd made him a little jealous.
So now I'm wondering what he meant by that.
Like Tyler is jealous of anyone I've gotten to hang out with more than him because he wishes he could spend more time with me.
And like I wonder if maybe that's what Aaron mean't.
Ugh, I don't know anymore.
But like I know in my last blog post I probably sounded like I didn't want Aaron to like me.
But like I do, it's just....so complicated.
AND OMG!
Arjun asked to see my sexified picture.
Do you remember that day Ali?
When I showed you that picture and you were like "Sexified and bossy" or something.
Omg, that was such an awesome day.
And like so hilarious.
Anyways,
Love ya'll,
Dollface.
P.S. I still need to finish my painting.
Of course he was calling on his work break so he coudn't talk long.
But before he got off the phone he was like.
"I'll talk to you later baby."
And everytime he calls me baby, babe or beautiful.
I just start smiling and feeling like...warm and fuzzy inside.
I love it when he uses those kind of names, even if we are only friends.
But then that got me thinking this morning.
About this one letter I got from him while he was in basic training, it was the one in response to the one where I mentioned meeting Ethan at the Charger Car Show.
And he's said that'd made him a little jealous.
So now I'm wondering what he meant by that.
Like Tyler is jealous of anyone I've gotten to hang out with more than him because he wishes he could spend more time with me.
And like I wonder if maybe that's what Aaron mean't.
Ugh, I don't know anymore.
But like I know in my last blog post I probably sounded like I didn't want Aaron to like me.
But like I do, it's just....so complicated.
AND OMG!
Arjun asked to see my sexified picture.
Do you remember that day Ali?
When I showed you that picture and you were like "Sexified and bossy" or something.
Omg, that was such an awesome day.
And like so hilarious.
Anyways,
Love ya'll,
Dollface.
P.S. I still need to finish my painting.
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