Blank.

My mind feels so blank most of the time.
Like at first it isn't.
At first it's kinda blank but at the same time it's spinning with thoughts and ideas.
But then it spins faster and faster and I have a hard time getting a grip on things so then it feels blank though it isn't.
And then my head starts hurting.
And then my head is blank from pain.
But I still feel like there's things spinning in my mind.

Probably won't take a shower tonight.
The ghosts are driving me crazy.
Been texting since like 1:30 this afternoon.
I've probably sent like 300 texts since then.
Working 2-close tomorrow.
If our softball team wins the first game then we may try to catch thier second game at midnight.
Sucks I have to work 7-4 on Saturday.
(Yeah, they keep changing my damned sche)

Annnnd yeah.
New kid at work.
Friends with my cousins Dustin and Jessica.
Has been texting me.
He's like six months younger than me.
I was sorta interested until I heard that.
I really, really don't want to date someone younger than me again.

Sooo yeah.
Missing Brian like crazy.
Missing Aaron too.
I loves them both very much.
Just in different ways.



XOXO,
Dollface.