"I pretend I'm okay, but it aches inside"

Kiss My Sass - Cobra Starship
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&VideoID=47534365

Circus - Britney Spears
http://www.britneyspears.com/

Went to work with dad today.
I'm tired.
Had this really weird and yet really awesome dream last night.
It was connected to several other dreams I've had during the past month or two.
It was also like a continuation of one.
I wish I knew who the guy was in the dream, I wonder if I actually know him.
Or if I'll meet him someday.
Something about that embrace in the dream last night felt....too real.
Almost like I actually hugged the guy.
I can still remember the way it felt.
It's strange.
But I kinda like it.

Gotta go to work with dad again tomorrow.
Should be bundles of fun.
I really can't wait to go to sleep.
But I have to wait for dad to get out of the shower, so that I can take a shower.
I'm currently roleplaying and listening to that sad playlist.
I had a decent day today, hardly thought about Aaron at all.
I was so busy working that I barely noticed the ache in my chest.
Keith, Gina's husband, seems really nice.
Of course, I knew whoever Gina was married to had to be.
It's just that I'd never met him before.
(Gina is mine and my mom's hairstylest, her husband is working on the same job site we are)
So yeah, tomorrow should be fun.



XOXO,
Dollface.

P.S. YAY! Dad's out of the shower! Now I just have to let the water warm up -_-'
P.S.S. The title of this blog is taken from the song "Seven Days Of Lonely" - I Nine