Army boy.

You know what I forgot to mention?
I forgot to mention that Army Boy(Aaron) called me today.
And what is the first thing he says afte I say Hello?.
"Heyo baby."
Needless to say I grinned.
For some reason I just love it when he does that.
Okay FINE. I know the reason.
It's just strange.
Loving one person.
While dating another.
While the other is slowly stealing your heart.
It's like insane.
I mean seriously.

Okay, anyways. I guess that's all I've got to say.


Love ya'll,
Dollface.


Edit-03-25-09: I've been thinking about this alot lately, and I don't think mine and Arjun's relationship really counts as us dating anymore, I think it was just my wishful thinking.

TO BERNICE:

So, this blog is for Bernice because she asked me to blog.
And since she's one of my BFF's and I love her.
I'm blogging.


So I promised her I'd tell her what I'm having for dinner sooo...
I am having spagettie and meat balls with cucumber salad.
It's so awesome.
Seriously, I wish you and Ali were here.


Oh and I had to go to work today.
And we were working at this ranch.
And there were all these cows.
And like they were so cute and friendly.
But like they kept getting to close to the breaker box.
So I had to scare them to keep them from getting to close.
Cause if theyd licked the breaker box or something they could have died.
But then I felt bad after I scared them off because they looked upset with me.
So yeah.
That's how my day went.

Now if you'll excuse me I want to eat mah food.


XOXO,
Dollface.

LOL moments.

Okay, so before I get into the LOL moments of the day.
I want to post something that's like surprising/awesome/strange.

Me and Arjun have been dating one month today, can you believe it?.
One whole month.
Seriously this year is just flying by.
I feel like we haven't been together that long, and yet at the same time. I feel like we've been together almost longer than a month.
It's a strange feeling.


ALRIGHT!
Now for the funny stuff.



[Alicia] says:
Omg. Ew. Ugh. Have you seen the new movie poster?
[Alicia] says:
It's awful.
Honey-bum says:
For Twilight?
[Alicia] says:
Yes'm.
[Alicia] says:
I was just looking on the site, it's..
[Alicia] says:
I...
[Alicia] says:
dude.
Honey-bum says:
Where is it?
Honey-bum says:
I don't see it on the website
[Alicia] says:
Huh. On steph's site? The most recent post from like.. today?
Honey-bum says:
OH
Honey-bum says:
I'm on the movie sire
Honey-bum says:
site*
Honey-bum says:
WTF
Honey-bum says:
IT MAKES EDWARD LOOK SO FECKING GAY!
[Alicia] says:
I know, right.
Honey-bum says:
I mean Bella looks fine.
Honey-bum says:
But he looks....gah.....I mean...ew
[Alicia] says:
I know, right.
[Alicia] says:
I think they edited a picture or something, because that doesn't look like the guy at all.
Honey-bum says:
Yeah I know.
Honey-bum says:
He looks like this guy from Wolf Lake who's a werewolf >.<
Honey-bum says:
But like a gayer verison of the guy from wolf Lake.

Please note, that there is nothing wrong with gay people. I am friends with several gays and I do not mean this to be offence to them.


Honey-bum says:
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
[Alicia] says:
...what.
Honey-bum says:
"Leave out all the rest" - Linkin park is on the twilight soundtrack!
Honey-bum says:
I always thought that song would be awesome in the movie.
Honey-bum says:
But I didn't think they'd use it
[Alicia] says:
Mhm.
[Alicia] says:
I'm not very fond of Linkin Park, or really any of the music they're using.But eh.
Honey-bum says:
I can't wait to hear Balla's lullaby
[Alicia] says:
rofl. Balla's?
[Alicia] says:
What are we? Gangsters?
[Alicia] says:
Nah, I'm kidding. I knew what you meant.
Honey-bum says:
Oh whoa
Honey-bum says:
BALLAS!

Yeah, I know. My typo's are hilarious right?.

Alright, anyways.
I have to get back to my roleplays soooo...



Love ya'll,
Dollface.

Dance steps.

Okay, so the past couple of days I was thinking about how we'd had the dance off at camp and how like Bailey had wanted me to teach her dance moves and stuff.
And I was thinking about how I hadn't taken a lot of time this year to learn new dances simply because of how busy I've been.
So today I'm learning new dance moves.
And I've decided that once I create a new routine.
I'm going to record it and post it on myspace and youtube.

The reason it's being posted on Myspace is because Bailey is a friend on my private profile.
And I think she'd like to see the new routine.
On another note,
Ali hasn't been online at all today.
Which I don't like very much.
She's making me worried.
Also, Arjun gave me a petname.
He's been trying to come up with one for a while and now he has one.

He was all like "Due to you having a ghetto booty and how I like to call you Honey...I am now calling you HONEY-BUM!"

I literally ROFLed so hard.
Oh and Bernice(Lee, Tany.) was so awesome today, the convo went like this:


call me lee from now on says:
so you got accepted to a school right?.
Honey-bum says:
No, I wasn't accepted.
Honey-bum says:
Because I didn't give them my paperwork yet
call me lee from now on says:
what how could they not accept you your amy im furious. *Mad face*
Honey-bum says:
Bernice, calm down!
Honey-bum says:
They can't accept me until I give them my paper work.
Honey-bum says:
because it's not legal to accept me before they get it.
call me lee from now on says:
oh well there still lameos if it was me in charge you would be the first one i aceppted
Honey-bum says:
Awww
Honey-bum says:
thank you Bernice.
Honey-bum says:
That means alot
call me lee from now on says:
im glad

And seriously, that did mean alot.
So thank you, Bernice.
I love you. <3


XOXO,
Dollface.


P.S. As you can see, I've accepted my new petname. LOL.

COUNT DOWN!

Six minutes until curfew.
Can I blog about what I want to blog about in that amount of time?
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I doubt it.

So I'm just gonna be really, really silly.
Okay? Okay.

So my number one song of this week is:
"Bang" - Armchair Cynics.
A big thank you to the lovely and cute Ali who introduced me to this song just a few hours ago.

XD

I love this song.
It's so epic.
AND
I fail.

:/

XOXO,
Dollface.

Well, this is lovely.

Okay, so I'll start off with good news.


Appearently, I didn't need to worry about my appointment with TCA today because well...they love me.
Like Ms.D.
She wanted me to fill out the paper work today and she was going to get the board of the directors to take a look at it before I left.
Basically I could have been accepted to go to college there today if I had wanted to.
Which surprised the living shit out of me.
I mean seriously, how offten does that happen?.
Of course, I doubt I would have been accepted today, I mean they probably would have waited until like monday and gotten like all the people on the board to look over the paperwork, but still.

Okay, so the school was pretty cool and my parents think I should go there.
I'm still torn on the subject, but I'll probably end up going there.


Alright, now here's the interesting thing.
I was texting Aaron this evening.
And this is basically how it went.

Aaron: "So how are things going?"
Me: "Good, TCA was awesome. You?"
Aaron: "Fine. TCA?"
Me: "Texas Culinary Academy"
Aaron: "I got it, right after I replied."
Me: "LOL!"
Aaron: "Yea funny."
Me: "So how's the weather?"
Aaron: "Fine, sunny and not cloudy. But is that the best you got?"
Me: "No, of course not."
Aaron: "Then start something fun."
Me: "I wanna take you to a gay bar!"
Aaron: "Better."
Me: "I kissed your mom on the armpit."
Aaron: "Huh?"
Me: "It's a parody."
Aaron: "How?"
Me: "NVM"
Aaron: "What?"
Me: "I love you?"
Aaron: "How so?."
Me: "Um...I'll explain when I call later."
Aaron: "When do you want to call?"

So I called him and we talked for a minute or two about pointless stuff and then it went like this.

Me:"So...what do you mean 'How so' Like do you mean do I love you as a friend or what?"
Aaron: "Yeah, basically."
Both of us: SILENT.
Me: "Umm...." *giggles* "This is akaward."
And then I went on to explain how like I didn't want to loose him as a friend and how I'd rather have him as a friend than not in my life at all because he's an awesome friend.
So he was like. "Okay, I won't say anything if it could mess with our friendship."
So I was like "Yeah, I love you as more than a friend."
And he like. "Alright." But it was very quiet, like cautious almost.
"I thought you knew actually."
"I had guessed, but I'm glad you got that off your chest."
or something like that.
So basically, even though I'd said I loved him, he thought I was being my normal self and saying I love him as a friend.
So now he knows.
And now I feel weird because this whole time I thought he knew.

And after that he was like "So is there anything else you want to tell me?"
"Um, nothing good."
"C'mon, you can tell me."
"Yeah, but it's complicated."
And then he talked me into telling him about how I'd been all depressed and stuff and he was like "You should have called me, I would have kept you from doing anything."
"You know, I almost did."
"You should have."
"I know."

And like a bunch of other stuff was said and like I feel relief and yet there's something else, some other emotion that I'm feeling and I can't tell what it is.
And like made me feel a little better though, like he always does.

But anyways, my curfew is coming up so I better go.
Maybe I'll be able to think better tomorrow and then it'll be easier to blog.


XOXO,
Dollface.

I think confusion is going to be on my meau for awhile.

So, Aaron called yesterday like he said he would.
Of course he was calling on his work break so he coudn't talk long.
But before he got off the phone he was like.
"I'll talk to you later baby."
And everytime he calls me baby, babe or beautiful.
I just start smiling and feeling like...warm and fuzzy inside.
I love it when he uses those kind of names, even if we are only friends.
But then that got me thinking this morning.

About this one letter I got from him while he was in basic training, it was the one in response to the one where I mentioned meeting Ethan at the Charger Car Show.
And he's said that'd made him a little jealous.
So now I'm wondering what he meant by that.
Like Tyler is jealous of anyone I've gotten to hang out with more than him because he wishes he could spend more time with me.
And like I wonder if maybe that's what Aaron mean't.

Ugh, I don't know anymore.
But like I know in my last blog post I probably sounded like I didn't want Aaron to like me.
But like I do, it's just....so complicated.
AND OMG!
Arjun asked to see my sexified picture.
Do you remember that day Ali?
When I showed you that picture and you were like "Sexified and bossy" or something.
Omg, that was such an awesome day.
And like so hilarious.

Anyways,


Love ya'll,
Dollface.

P.S. I still need to finish my painting.