I am who I am.

So, I'm seriously going to try very hard to be serious today because like I think I need to explain myself. I don't know why I do, but I do.

Okay, I really just wanna be me and be accepted for me.
I just wanna be a good role-model for the kids in church who love me.
I just wanna show everyone that I'm not like every other teenage girl out there.
I wanna fall in love.
I want to get married someday.
I want to be a chef.
I want to be an author.
I want to get my pilets liecense someday.
I want to be an amazing friend, daughter, sister, aunt, cousin & lover.
I want to be...well....loved.

I know there's a lot of 'I wants' in there and I know that no one gets everything they want. But sometimes you have to let everyone know what you want so they can understand who you are as a person.
I once heard a quote that I somewhat agree with.
"If you want to know a girl, ask her what her favorite song is. That'll tell you more about her than what her friends ever could."
Sometimes I agree with that, simply because whatever my mood is that day, or whatever I'm going through at the time effects what I listen to.
If I just want to find someone to love me for me, like a guy. I'll probably listen to something romantic-ish.
If I'm in the mood to dance I'll probably be listening to 3OH!3 or Soulja Boy or something like.
If I'm sick and tired of the way my life is going, you'll probably find me listening to something extremely emo, because that's just the way I roll.

So your probably sitting there-wherever you are-and asking yourself "Well, if you want to be loved for you, then who are you?."
Well, that's something not even I can answer. I can tell you I'm evil, I can tell you I love everyone, I can tell you I'm hyper most of the time, I can tell you I'm a bookworm.
But I'm all those things and so much more. So in the end it's hard to say who I am exactly.
So here's a quick run down of who I am today, or what mood I'm in or what I'm doing or whatever.

Song that's been on repeat for at least ten minutes: "Inseparable" - Jonas Brothers.
What I'm drinking: Dr.Pepper.
What I'm thinking about: Too many things to name.
If I could say I love you to only one person today I'd say it to: My Brother.
If I could meet anyone right now it'd be: Nick Jonas.
What I feel like doing right now: cuddling, I would love to be able to cuddle with a guy right now, but not just any guy. Like a boyfriend, to bad I don't have one. *Sighs*
Who I wish was online: Ali.
Something that annoys me: How my 'best friend' Ashley is going to hate me and my ex because he met Nick Jonas and told Nick about me.
Something I can't wait to buy: The new album by Slipknot.

Okay, seriously I could probably name like twenty other things but I really don't feel like it, for some reason I'm getting a headache. So I'm just gonna go and I'll try to update soon.

Love ya'll,
Amy.