Yeah, I totally just said that when I walked into the Kitchen and saw what was for dinner.
LOL.
XOXO,
Dollface
Monday, April 6, 2009
Sunday, April 5, 2009
"WE ARE THE RECKLESS YOUTH!"
Title taken from a song by Pillar.
It sucks that all their CD's were sold out the night before.
Cause that means I didn't get one.
BUUUUUT
Me In Motion signed my CD.
And Seth added something to mine that I don't think he added to anyone elses.
After he signed it he added "<3's U!" and then underlined it!
So yeah, I'm happy about that.
But yeah, the concert was amazing, it totally rocked.
My neck is sore from all the headbanging.
Fireflight also signed my CD and the lead singer told me I should leave my hair the way it is because it's awesome like this when I told her I'd love to do my hair like hers.
The only thing that sucked about last night is the fact that I totally forgot my camera.
But other than that it was totally and epically amazing.
So yeah, I had tons of fun at my first concert.
Hopefully they'll come back this way again <3
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. I'll be making a new playlist later due to all the awesome music I heard last night.
It sucks that all their CD's were sold out the night before.
Cause that means I didn't get one.
BUUUUUT
Me In Motion signed my CD.
And Seth added something to mine that I don't think he added to anyone elses.
After he signed it he added "<3's U!" and then underlined it!
So yeah, I'm happy about that.
But yeah, the concert was amazing, it totally rocked.
My neck is sore from all the headbanging.
Fireflight also signed my CD and the lead singer told me I should leave my hair the way it is because it's awesome like this when I told her I'd love to do my hair like hers.
The only thing that sucked about last night is the fact that I totally forgot my camera.
But other than that it was totally and epically amazing.
So yeah, I had tons of fun at my first concert.
Hopefully they'll come back this way again <3
XOXO,
Dollface.
P.S. I'll be making a new playlist later due to all the awesome music I heard last night.
Saturday, April 4, 2009
New Playlist
A sign of happier times;
1) Serena Ryder; Little Bit Of Red
2) Audrye Sessions; Turn Me Off
3) You, Me And Everyone We Know; Carolina Heat
4) 3OH!3; Holler Till You Pass Out
5) Boys Will Be Boys; That's Whats Up
6) Fall Out Boy; W.A.M.S.
7) The Black Ghosts; Full Moon
8) Mayday Parade; When I Grow Up
9) Tv/Tv; Get It/Get It
10) Me In Motion; You Never Fail Me
XOXO,
Dollface.
1) Serena Ryder; Little Bit Of Red
2) Audrye Sessions; Turn Me Off
3) You, Me And Everyone We Know; Carolina Heat
4) 3OH!3; Holler Till You Pass Out
5) Boys Will Be Boys; That's Whats Up
6) Fall Out Boy; W.A.M.S.
7) The Black Ghosts; Full Moon
8) Mayday Parade; When I Grow Up
9) Tv/Tv; Get It/Get It
10) Me In Motion; You Never Fail Me
XOXO,
Dollface.
Hot Damn.
What are the odds of having two hot guys near by within a couple of weeks?.
Normally I would say those odd's aren't very high.
But I'm surprised to say it's actually happening.
Ethan will be here Sunday, April 19th for the Gun and Knives show.
Aaron will be in the state of Texas sometime within the next month for prom(Long story)
Don't know where in Texas though, which suuuucks.
But I'll find out.
I always do.
LOL.
So yeah, talked to Aaron last night.
We're on good terms.
I haven't gotten the full story out but I will.
I guess you could say I've gotten that closure I needed or w/e.
Cause like it doesn't hurt.
It does to a very minor extent.
Like...when you have a bruise for a really long time and after it fades to more normal colours you'll touch it in such away that it hurts a little?
Yeah, kinda like that.
Not enough for me to be worried.
So I guess I was right.
I guess Wednesday when I was outside enjoying the way the breeze blew in from the south while I picked up the trash in the yard and killed the thistles and thought that things would get better, that no matter how dark it is there will always be a light that'll chase away the clouds and reveal sunny blue skies and bright green grass and pretty yellow flowers.
Things always get better.
It just takes time.
So Ali, it will get better honey.
I know it will.
Because if it doesn't.
I'll stab it in the foot.
Lol.
So now I need to make another playlist.
But this time, it'll be a symbol for the beginning of good times, lots of laughs and plenty of smiles.
This playlist will be happy and more joyful.
A little more up beat and a little less depressing.
Maybe, just maybe I'll get out of this funk I've been in.
And I'll return to being me, completely and honestly me.
Wouldn't that be great?
To be happy and be that rock that everyone loves to lean on?
Yeah, I think that'd be pretty cool.
So even though it's only 10:06 AM and this day's already been like a rollarcoaster.
I'm gonna smile.
I'm gonna believe that today will be a good day.
It doesn't matter that mom's pissed at dad and ranting about it.
It doesn't matter(Well it does but if I think about it I'll get depressed and worried and won't have any fun) that mom didn't listen to me about her finger and now there's a chance she may actually lose it.
It doesn't matter that none of my friends can or will go to the concert with me, I'm content with just my BFF Karrie and my parents.
Today will be a good day.
So will tomorrow.
So yeah, I'll blog more once I've got my playlist done.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Normally I would say those odd's aren't very high.
But I'm surprised to say it's actually happening.
Ethan will be here Sunday, April 19th for the Gun and Knives show.
Aaron will be in the state of Texas sometime within the next month for prom(Long story)
Don't know where in Texas though, which suuuucks.
But I'll find out.
I always do.
LOL.
So yeah, talked to Aaron last night.
We're on good terms.
I haven't gotten the full story out but I will.
I guess you could say I've gotten that closure I needed or w/e.
Cause like it doesn't hurt.
It does to a very minor extent.
Like...when you have a bruise for a really long time and after it fades to more normal colours you'll touch it in such away that it hurts a little?
Yeah, kinda like that.
Not enough for me to be worried.
So I guess I was right.
I guess Wednesday when I was outside enjoying the way the breeze blew in from the south while I picked up the trash in the yard and killed the thistles and thought that things would get better, that no matter how dark it is there will always be a light that'll chase away the clouds and reveal sunny blue skies and bright green grass and pretty yellow flowers.
Things always get better.
It just takes time.
So Ali, it will get better honey.
I know it will.
Because if it doesn't.
I'll stab it in the foot.
Lol.
So now I need to make another playlist.
But this time, it'll be a symbol for the beginning of good times, lots of laughs and plenty of smiles.
This playlist will be happy and more joyful.
A little more up beat and a little less depressing.
Maybe, just maybe I'll get out of this funk I've been in.
And I'll return to being me, completely and honestly me.
Wouldn't that be great?
To be happy and be that rock that everyone loves to lean on?
Yeah, I think that'd be pretty cool.
So even though it's only 10:06 AM and this day's already been like a rollarcoaster.
I'm gonna smile.
I'm gonna believe that today will be a good day.
It doesn't matter that mom's pissed at dad and ranting about it.
It doesn't matter(Well it does but if I think about it I'll get depressed and worried and won't have any fun) that mom didn't listen to me about her finger and now there's a chance she may actually lose it.
It doesn't matter that none of my friends can or will go to the concert with me, I'm content with just my BFF Karrie and my parents.
Today will be a good day.
So will tomorrow.
So yeah, I'll blog more once I've got my playlist done.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Wow.
I can't believe it.
I honestly can't believe it.
Aaron never knew.
Never had any clue.
And now I have to talk to him.
I want too.
He needs to know.
Needs to understand.
I'm so....excited...nervous that I'm jittery.
I wonder if we'll ever be friends again?
I doub it.
It's not likely.
And yet, there's this strange feeling my chset.
A feeling I hadn't thought I'd feel yet.
I'm starting to feel the beginning's of forgiveness.
Because if I can't forgive, then I can't forget and I can't move on.
Perhaps this is good then.
Perhaps it really was all in God's timing.
Maybe...just maybe.
This is perparing me for the future.
Maybe this will make me a better person.
Or maybe just maybe, we're actually meant to be together.
You never can tell, can you?
XOXO,
Dollface.
I honestly can't believe it.
Aaron never knew.
Never had any clue.
And now I have to talk to him.
I want too.
He needs to know.
Needs to understand.
I'm so....excited...nervous that I'm jittery.
I wonder if we'll ever be friends again?
I doub it.
It's not likely.
And yet, there's this strange feeling my chset.
A feeling I hadn't thought I'd feel yet.
I'm starting to feel the beginning's of forgiveness.
Because if I can't forgive, then I can't forget and I can't move on.
Perhaps this is good then.
Perhaps it really was all in God's timing.
Maybe...just maybe.
This is perparing me for the future.
Maybe this will make me a better person.
Or maybe just maybe, we're actually meant to be together.
You never can tell, can you?
XOXO,
Dollface.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Headache.
I still have a headache.
Christina can't go to the concert.
Karrie can though <3
Still have two tickets left.
There's a chance that April may go.
But if she won't/can't then I'll talk to A&O and see if they want to join us.
Hoping to meet some cute guys at the concert.
About to go take a shower.
Have to get up at 4:45 AM to get ready for work.
Hopefully my *new* uniform will be in.
I'm sad that I'm not getting to spend much time with Ali today.
But as long as she's happy then I'm happy.
Even if she does get to see Gabe and I don't.
Kinda tired.
Sorta sleepy.
I know those are like the same things, but who cares?
It's my blog and I can say what I want too.
Created a playlist titled; Faves for march/april.
However it's only my faves list for what I have on the computer.
If I had all the music I like on this computer the list would be like FOREVER long.
9:53 PM:
TAKING A SHOWER NOW.
FINISH THIS WHEN I GET BACK!.
10:20 PM:
OUT OF THE SHOWER.
Wow, that was waaaay longer than I expected.
So um yeah...
I'm thinking about sunday, cause sunday is when I'm hoping to get a cell phone.
I really, really hope I do.
You have no idea how long I've wanted one.
I honestly can't wait.
XOXO,
Dollface.
Christina can't go to the concert.
Karrie can though <3
Still have two tickets left.
There's a chance that April may go.
But if she won't/can't then I'll talk to A&O and see if they want to join us.
Hoping to meet some cute guys at the concert.
About to go take a shower.
Have to get up at 4:45 AM to get ready for work.
Hopefully my *new* uniform will be in.
I'm sad that I'm not getting to spend much time with Ali today.
But as long as she's happy then I'm happy.
Even if she does get to see Gabe and I don't.
Kinda tired.
Sorta sleepy.
I know those are like the same things, but who cares?
It's my blog and I can say what I want too.
Created a playlist titled; Faves for march/april.
However it's only my faves list for what I have on the computer.
If I had all the music I like on this computer the list would be like FOREVER long.
9:53 PM:
TAKING A SHOWER NOW.
FINISH THIS WHEN I GET BACK!.
10:20 PM:
OUT OF THE SHOWER.
Wow, that was waaaay longer than I expected.
So um yeah...
I'm thinking about sunday, cause sunday is when I'm hoping to get a cell phone.
I really, really hope I do.
You have no idea how long I've wanted one.
I honestly can't wait.
XOXO,
Dollface.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY!
Okay, so I've been outside most of the morning doing chores.
I have much to blog about.
However I wanted to post this first.
Because I know that Ali would have perferred me to be online instead of outside doing stuff.
And even though this won't make up for me doing other stuff instead of being online.
I hope it'll help her to know that the entire time I was thinking of her, I was thinking of other stuff too, but she was there in my mind th entire time.
Which is why I took some coal-y type stuff from the burn pile and wrote this on a rock;
XOXO,
Dollface.
I have much to blog about.
However I wanted to post this first.
Because I know that Ali would have perferred me to be online instead of outside doing stuff.
And even though this won't make up for me doing other stuff instead of being online.
I hope it'll help her to know that the entire time I was thinking of her, I was thinking of other stuff too, but she was there in my mind th entire time.
Which is why I took some coal-y type stuff from the burn pile and wrote this on a rock;
XOXO,
Dollface.
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