Monday, March 9, 2009

"The last time you came through. Oh darling."

Kinda tired.
In the mood to paint my finger nails.
But I don't want to get off the computer to do it.
Perhaps I'll do it tomorrow.
I'm suppose to be off tomorrow.
But if they need me I'll go in since my mom is working.
Hopefully they don't.
And if they do, hopefully it won't be until like...10.
I really, really want to get some sleep.
Like seriously.

So anyways.
I'm working on a banner.
It's taking a long time.
But I have hopes of being done soon.

Oh and I seriously might be able to go to Vancouver in 2010.
<3



XOXO,
Dollface.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Loves McDonalds.

Strange right?
I mean I work there.
So I should love it to some extent.
But for some reason I just feel like saying that today fits.
Because when we went in today after just getting back into town to check out sche for tomorrow.
It was just....awesome.
The way everyone acted.
And smiled and laughed and joked around.
Was....awesome.
I love the people I work with.
We're kinda like a family.

I could say so much more about what happen.
But I don't want to sound concited(sp?)
So if you want to know, then you have to ask.






XOXO,
Dollface.

"Of the crickets that would convince me to call it a night?"

After I got offline last night.
While I was getting ready for bed, I listened to the album again.
And while I was listening to this song, it hit me just how much it's like the roleplay me and Ali are doing.



"Wish I didn't I didn't I didn't I didn't I didn't I didn't I didn't"

Makes me think of how Audrina doesn't want the powers she has and how she regrets going back to France.



"Does your husband know the way that the sunshine gleams from your wedding band?"

Okay, so there's this one scene.
After the epic bathroom fight.
And Edward wedding finger is like.....the only thing that isn't ripped into a million pieces.
And like the wedding ring is sparkling, almost in a mocking way from the sunshine coming in threw the window.
I don't know it just kinda screamed. "EDWARD'S RING"


"But I will never end up like him
Behind my back I already am"

It fits Jasper because like, he'll never end up ripped to pieces like Edward, he'll never be dead.
And yet he already is, losing Alice ripped him to pieces and so in away he's already dead.
Because he's dead on the inside...sorta.


"Oh darling I know what you're going through"

They understand each other's pain.
Nuff said.


"It's a sign (it's a sign)"

The battle with the Volturi and Aro nearly succeeding in getting her, was a sign of bad times to come.
Of heartache.
Of....alot of things.


"Does he know the way I worship
Our love?"


As for this part, it fits what is to come in the roleplay.
Of how Edward one day manages to come back and how he discovers them.
And how I hope Kayla and Jasper will feel about it.
But I never know with them too.
Kayla has an attitude problem.
Jasper has issues.
LOL.
Can't wait to roleplay again.




XOXO,
Dollface.

P.S. This song effing rocks.

TONY IS FREAKING AWESOME.

Dude, seriously.
It's a long story, so I'll start at the beginning.

There is a light fixture.
That I have been dying to get for like months.
But I never mentioned it to anyone until about two months ago when I discovered it on sell and discovered that they only had three left.
So, almost every time we've been in Home Depot since then I've been checking the price on it waiting for it to be a price where I could talk my dad into letting me get it.
But until recently it hadn't been cheap enough for my dad to let me get it(Even though I'm totally paying him back for it)
So Today I mentioned it to Tony.
Who is a friend of ours there, we've basically known him since the Home Depot opened a few years ago.
Anyways, he said he could make me an even better deal on it.
But when we went to go look I said something about us going the wrong way and it kinda went like this:
Tony: Oh you mean the white one?
Me: Yeah.
Tony: I sold that one for seventeen bucks already.
Me: *Nearly dies and whispers "Oh my God."*
Tony: Just last night, Actually.
Me: *Close to tears(I don't honestly remember what I said for the next minute or so)*
Mom: Oh your both in trouble now, I'm not in trouble but you two definiately are.
Tony: Look at that, she's got tears in her eyes.
Mom: *Pokes him in the arm* You don't realize how much trouble your in, seriously I'm going to have to hear about this all week at work now.
Me: *Just walks away*

I honestly don't remember what I said.
I know Tony tried to talk me into some other light fixtures he thought I'd like.
I know he apologized severel times before we left.
I remember saying something along the lines of "But I'll never find one like that again."
I know he felt bad about it.
He said that if he'd known the number for it he'd have looked to see if one of the other Home Depot's in the area had it.
Because he knew how much I wanted that.
And I didn't quite realize how close to tears I was until I said something about feeling like crying and mom said "I know, sweetie. Your eyes are red"

So we walked out to the car while dad payed for what we did get.
And in the backseat of our truck, barely responding to what mom was saying, tears rolled down my face.
I wanted that.
So bad, it was just...perfect.
It's exactly what I picture having in the dining room wherever I live, and I can kinda picture it being in my room until then.

So anyways.
To make matters worse we went to this other place and last time I was there they had this nail polish I wanted it was like a neon/lime green.
And then they were out of that.
And like they were out of basically everything else I wanted.
I honestly had to wonder if things could get any worse. (Did buy a couple of nail polishs that I liked though.)

Anyways on the way home we got a call from Tony.
He is now offically the most awesome person I know in the state of Texas.
He appearently knew the people who bought the fixture.
So he called them.
Mentioned another light fixtured they'd looked at.
And told them he'd give them a great deal on it if they'd just bring the one I want back.
He felt so bad about ruining my day that he did that for me.
So now I'm getting my light fixture next sunday.
I could seriously just....hug him.
I told him I love him, because I right now I really, really do.
I'm so friggin' happy.
You have no idea.
I'm more happy than I was this morning.
And I was pretty damn happy because it was a cool morning that warmed up.
And I looked pretty damn good in what I was wearing too.
So yeah.
Tony's awesome.
I love him, seriously.
And...yeah. I want to roleplay.
And I have a lot more to blog about.
But I'm going to do that in another post.....or two.



XOXO,
Dollface.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

OH SNAP.

WE'RE LOOSING AN HOUR.
SHIT.
I DIDN'T WANNA HEAR THAT.
NOOOOO.
OKAY.
I better go.
I have to take a shower so I can get a decent amount of sleep tonight.
NIGHT Y'ALL!




XOXO,
Dollface.


P.S. I'll post the other graphics I made today as soon as I can.

"Oh baby you're a classic."





"Headfirst Slide into Copperstown on a Bad Bet" - Fall Out Boy.
This entire song makes me think of the roleplay with Ali, pasifically the lyrics in the above image.
Like if Jasper was singing it. "Oh darling, I know what your going through"
It just kinda fits.
And I love it.
It's an amazing song.


"What A Catch, Donnie" - Fall Out Boy.

So yeah, I bought FAD yesterday, glad I finally did.
I loved the album the first time I heard it and yet after everything I've been threw since then, I've discovered that I love even more than I did before.
It's an amazing album.
So I'm making sigs and icons with lyrics in them. (Hence the images above)

Also, I'm working on some other graphics.
Perhaps I'll post them later. :)



XOXO,
Dollface.

Tired.

Extremely tired.
Work was very busy today.
I barely had anytime to restock my stuff in between customers.
Today was the first day that I've basically done drive-thru totally by myself for my entire shift.
Once or twice someone else would pitch in.
But for the most part I was totally on my own.

So yeah, I'm kinda sleepy.
Toying with the idea of taking a nap.
But what I really want to do is roleplay.
Dunno why.
But I do.


*Yawns*
So um....yeah, I guess that's all.



XOXO,
Dollface.